BKnitts - Dreams [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
So used to feeling like I wasn't good enough
Defeated no matter who I beat, or numbers that I'm putting up
Putting up with bullshit just for putting up my music
Putting down yours truly all for putting down a movement
Moving mint condition thoughts so lucid when I'm drifting off
I'm soon to grip a bigger plot, you're foolish if you miss the drop
Uh. Now days I just shoot in hopes to tip the top
Trying to evolve as a human before I kick the pot
When I'm dead and gone remember me through every song
I hope that every ledgered psalm is truth enough to help you on
And if that ain't the case I hope and pray you find that inner voice
And everything I've said up to this moment helps to fill the void
Build, destroy, evaluate and recollect then build again
Humanity in cycles through my cypher trying to tilt the trend
Spill and vent my struggles hoping someone finds the will to live
By seeing everything that I put out somehow instilled in them
I'm livin for the chance that I'll extend beyond my reach and
Have a presence antecedent to a legend with a meaning
I can't visualize the image of not seeing, I don't see it
What's the reason of these dreams if I don't ever wish to reach them?
Start treating BKnitts like the Phoenix, he is next to rise
Peep the mean demeanor me no mean to not ascend the sky
There will be no Gemini. Like there will be no second guy
And for the record, I don't dream these dreams just to let them die

[Verse 2]
Manic depressive. Insomniatic tendencies
Up til the crack of dawn I battle on and fight for energy
Mentally, I know I need this outlet for my stress relief
And Jon's the one that showed me just exactly what it meant to me
Within each verse I drop is a piece of me that I'm letting go
I vent in hopes of being better off instead of better known
I vent in hopes my stresses go and demons leave my head alone
That's all that ever mattered, give a fuck if I don't ever blow
All I ever really needed was a way to fight
Haunted from my past and thought my future was a slated plight
Then I heard from kids bout how my music fucking saved their life
Ain't nothing like hearing those fucking words to learn weight of mine
Perspective. Bet I had a frame of mind flip
When I write this, verse it's way more than another rhyme it's
For those five kids that said without me they'd be lifeless
I'm trying to keep it timeless, nod your head and fucking vibe with