BledJon - Intro to Infinity [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[BledJon]
It’s a bittersweet confliction when I’m writing at night time
It is deep in the deep end, I’m prying my lifeline
Right in my optic eyes reflects a sigh lens
For quite often I lie in depth of silence
Immensely playing possum, I’m not just dying
I’m portraying I’m alive, but no. Know I’m lying
Through lines and synonyms the sin in him is constant
Consonants are frivolous with no syllable conscious
To be honest, my grin is grim within a gremlin psyche
It’s the hardest singing dismal hymns with whimsical sobriety
Even I once whence miles to pry at thy lips
While mild mist missed your eye I’m smiling
Dialing on my heart tone with everything that I own
I’ve never seen a better scene, but what’d bring: a cyclone
So I’m thrown in the twister. My chest zone is a blister
I try to mourn and then crystals fell to the floor into splinters
Say “au reviour” to the ‘monsieur’. I’m ripped there’s no more left
And then she wants to get close to the ghost of my former self
What is normal? Help! My affection is deflected
Sessions turn to seasons, should I heed this as a lesson?
Why do I feel less than my reflection in the mirror?
I would give up my last breath for the direction to be clearer
What I feel is close to nil. I chose to spill for you
The only ounce I’ve ever found gowned within the truth
And you wonder why my grasp is gone. I laugh and give a smirk
But beneath this mask this raspy tone is basked within the hurt
So, I’m searching for answers. Are these personal stanzas?
From my birth I’ve been damaged. God, please fill up this man
‘Cause, what they see is not me and what I see is not Him
So, call this a confession. I, am bludgeoned, and I’m stopping
The façade that I’m all there with a rock hard behavior;
‘Cause I’m not I need you, a Rock, and a Savior