Bonkaz - Fear Factor [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Rae: Verse 1:]
I'm scared I'm not who your prepared to wait for
But if I turn my back on my fears to help you face yours
Will you return the favour?
The time is off, but if its worth the wait
I'll write down every single thing we're frightened of the burn the paper
Then scatter the ashes in this verse, hope they don't blow back in my face and blind me
Sleep don't come easy when you can't find a dream
Your mine to keep, but that might lead to my defeat
You'll either help me lose my mind or find my feet
I think I need a time out just to plot, scheme and prepare for this
Cos when your mind doubts, what your heart dreams it's some scary shit
I'm well aware that this might be the only thing I got to set me free
So ima need all of these fears to let me be, and let me live and let me grow
If your with me then let me know
If there's anything that might wrong don't hold on just let it go
I'm frightened you might end up just another girl with a heart I set alight
But every days another chance to get it right
But still I heard that girls hate when niggas go missing
And I tend to disappear, lend your ear let me tell you my biggest fear
Well if never spread my wings and my story ends exactly where it started
I fear that more than I fear a casket
Girls hate when niggas go missing, and I'm gone so listen up
I promise that hate won't kill you let it go just live and love
I hate to leave it late and leave my dreams in disarray
So either way I'm gone and even if I stay
You'll probably never know me like I know you
No matter what we go through
You probably think I'm cold cos I don't cry when I'm supposed to
You probably hate cos I won't hold you when its expected of me
I'm scared that will lead you to think lesser of me
But I'm still at war with myself and still unsure of myself
Somehow I'm still going still in awe of myself
I gotta go, and all I need you to know is that if you ever find something to live for you're not alone, I'm with you

[Jaylin: Hook:](x2)
No one cares
We all got fears
Keep it to ourselves
We don't tell nobody else
If you tell me yours
I'll tell you mine
You tell me yours
I'll tell you mine

[Bonkaz: Verse 2:]
I'm scared of women who think they need me, before they get to know me
The amount of times they text and phone me man I guess its phony
They never ask about my intrests or my poems
They always asking where I think this shit is going
And all I know is that our differences are showing, man I wish that it was different but this shit just isnt flowing
Tell me that Im scared of commitment
I deny it, but its there written in my face for everyone to see
I've probably got feelings for everyone I leave
And I'm sure theres a reason for every time I do
Been here before, but for me this shit is still kinda new
So my lies are true, make a decision for me
Cos while I'm mourning in the morning
You'll be calling tryna talk is kind of different for me
It's kinda sticky for me
It's like a auction in the autumn cos I'm falling while they all just started bidding on me
You know a nigga got em star struck
Play fight, you know a niggas got his guard up
Staring in a broken mirror thats just hard luck
And all I see is my reflection
It's all as deep as my intentions
And after a month I'll probably text you saying that I'm happy that I met you
But to me that's just redemption
And you're a pretty little flower
But I'm a busy little bee
You wish that I could give you hours
But that shit is just for me
Now you're calling me a coward
That's cos it isn't gonna be
You say I make you mad
And you really hate the fact that I don't tell you
But I'll spit it on the beat
That's me

[Jaylin: Hook:](x2)
No one cares
We all got fears
Keep it to ourselves
We don't tell nobody else
If you tell me yours
I'll tell you mine
You tell me yours
I'll tell you mine