Brandon Simmons - Thanatophobia [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook: J.C Jamez]
Baby, I'm lonely
Can somebody hold me?
It feels like I'm falling now
I can't hold my ground

[Verse 1: Brandon Simmons]
For some reason it feels like I'm being defeated
Fighting a losing battle, my energy is depleted
Deleting all these painful thoughts and memories from my banks
But thanks to my sentimental ways I can't get my mind to change
It's strange how my mind works, bottle it all up
Emotionally I'm really soft even though I act tough
But I still feel like it ain't enough to make me snap
And with that type of thinking I could do us in, in fact
My tires are losing tract and I refuse to pay to have them replaced
I've got the time and money, but I'm too set in my ways
No new roads to pave, I'm riding in a circle drive
I want to get out, but I'm steady just trying to survive
I don't want a helping hand, yeah that's what I'd say
But I am a hypocrite, just to reiterate
Maybe that's why I always feel so alone
Even though I'm constantly surrounded by people between work and home

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Brandon Simmons]
If there was a skill tree for low self-esteem, I'd be capping it
I'm about as useless as Stephen Strange after the accident
But I ain't looking for a cure, I'm seeking a divergent
Because I like change about as much as a grumpy merchant
Converging with my conscience that my way of coping is nonsense
But I'm still blocking and locking myself away from the topic
I can't promise I haven't lost it
But for what it costs, I'm not completely frosted
Like Tom Kenny making time for an adventure
Why I thought that would make sense, I don't even remember
But I'm still here and I'm still me, no matter how lonely
I force myself to be or to feel
I just don't want to feel anything real
I mean I do, I just don't know how to deal with it
I'll just take my 51 cards and count flowers on the wall
Call me what you want but that doesn't bother me at all

[Hook x2]