Cae Jones - Wanted [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
All i ever wanted, was to be wanted, because I’ve been uncommon…since i could toddle
And thats me being honest…I promise, my conscience has been waiting for me to leave these comments for the longest
See people never care about a nigga till he’s popping, and you ain't really poppin till ya wallets got some dollars
I try to watch mine because a nigga still in college on top of that..im tryna have y’all see I’m balling
Constant online shopping I swear that I got a problem its hard falling asleep but hey I got some new jeans
And mama’s always told me save my money, regardless, I drop these dollars like the leaves in autumn
See, I spent a hundred dollars on this new Cav Empt tee, and another hundred dollars on these new ksubi jeans
Designers in my luggage got me feeling rather fabulous, guess that that makes up for nobody to travel with
Sad as shit... oh well exhale man up they don’t care 'bout how you feel
So I bottle 'em and swallow it, obviously off the hinges
Probably a product of the loneliness and phoniness of most people surrounding me
Negativity clouding up my dorm that I feel so stuck in
But hopefully all this effort isn’t going to nothing
Because more than anything I just wanna be something

[Verse 2]
4 in the morn’, speeding home, just to get in my bed
Eyes low, on patrol, watching out for the feds
I spent a little too much time inside of my own head but
What else am I supposed to do when I'm alone...
I'm not super social..like a dude's supposed to be
I mean the ones I’m close to..see the another side of me
But even then I’m cautious..of all the words i talk or speak
If I said all the things I think I mean what would they think of me
That's why I keep to myself, and to keep it real some times I barely believe in myself
But failure's not an option, got too many people watching
They're rooting for me I stress about it often
Then I remember what all my homies told me

Keep yo head up, don't get fed up
Never let these women get inside yo head
Let's get this cheddar all of us gon' win (x2)