Catalyst - Glimpses of a Prisoner [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse 1)
Every day you're there to awaken my slumber
There's food on my plate, but I've satisfied my hunger
I feel refreshed and much younger
There's rain outside, but the lightnings with the thunder
This is that brain storm, clashing the insane with the norm
I feel the pain but it's unborn, slowly rehashing feelings that were once torn
So I'm taking this to the grave, thoughts shackled my mind
But i'll never be a slave, i'll never be afraid
Trekking through hell, laughin' the whole way
The actions that I take, cause a chain reaction of mistakes
And I'm actin' as if it's nothing more than a fraction to fate
It's a ratchet of hate, but also a breath of roses
It rests in noses, but who knows if it ever poses
Got my scene frozen, I'm an iceberg in the ocean
Surrounded by water, but I'm dry while I'm floatin'
Yet I feel I'm chokin on my saliva that I'm boastin'
My tongue's toasted and torched
And the heavens still won't end my remorse
So I'm screaming till my lungs start feelin the force
I'm squeezin you tight like you were the pain to my source

(Verse 2)
It's the temptation, pullin on my sleeves piercing with sensations
Feeling's hate waitin' so I'm jumping the gun, take a bullet, there's no escapin'
This mind has been encased in, in case that keeps letttin me take the hatin'
It's as if I'm dieing and all I can do is keep pacin'
But now a little bit of love has been laced in
It's giving me the inspiration to pick up the pen again
Never lettin my sins win, and I'm wondering are we still friends till the end?
Are you grabbin my hand, when your's is the only one to lend
Or are you gunna send, me straight back to the place that I belong
My heart is yours but the beat is startin' to feel wrong
The heat, my art is intertwined within this song
I don't know if I can keep apart what's been a struggle for so long
I'm in a bubble, trapped from reality
It's trouble when I rap about the commonality
Of some one whose got the personality
That's not even the half of me
So when you laugh at me
Just know the actuality is you laughing at something you'll never be
You'll never see
Your blind, walking through doors of passageways
Never have you asked today
What you could do about the past you paid
Tomorrow is laid, by the actions now made
Ask, are you a slave to this trade?
Or are you brave enough to step in the way?
Sacrifice is something that has never crossed your brain wave
So I'm taking this train, taking the pain
Straining my eyes to see the day
That has been blurred by lies, and has a drought through the rain