C.C.Munster - Circle of my Life [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse]
I've been talking for a hell of a long time now
I've been occupying space for quite a while now
Und wenn ich immer noch mal Zeit für meine Songs brauch
Und auch manchmal noch gegen eine Wand lauf
Just know that I will stay here
Life's too short to just disappear
My words, my life, my heart, my tears
All brewed into a hefty beer
Eine Sache brauchte richtig lang
Der Gedanke dass ich mich auch feiern kann
Mit all den besseren Nachbarn nebenan
Da dachte ich da komm ich niemals dran
I look up to people that the times have made
So how can I relate when I have never been great?
I guess, what I'm trying to say
Is that though most of the things may not go my way
Every day above ground is at least another day
Where I should not give into things that make me gray
But also not get into full denial-mode
Because often you can lose what the future holds
Like, that's not me and it never was
That's not unique or clever stuff
But sometimes reality just isn't clever
Nor unique, just something you deal with

[Chorus x2]
That could be the circle of my life
I write, I eat and I smile
I compensate with wide eyes
It's been like this for some time
Let me sing songs of nothingness
This ain't what it's like to be blessed
I won't put it to a test
This is my head, you know the rest