Cee Magic - Alone Again [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Cee Magic]
So here I am alone again, trapped in my own mind
I just wanna say there's not a moment that goes by
Where I feel true happiness, my life is just so dry
That's why, I relax in my room alone with closed eyes
Thinking what I'm gonna write about, lights are out
The room is as dark as my life is, can't fight this
Undeniable tightness, this tension, alright then
Pop so many pills I feel I'm gonna die, ride it out
Even though I don't feel anyone would mourn my death
Bored of this, more or less, climb aboard my ship
We'll sail to misery ville, I'm sweaty with chills
And honestly it's probably from sniffing these pills
They take me places giving me a different feel
Like I love life when I'm on 'em living is real
Tight, but then I come down feeling shitty for real
I've been high for three days and I skipped all my meals

[Hook: ?]
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[Verse 2: Cee Magic]
I don't understand why I feel like I do
I'm a drug addict now man, I realize it's true
I'm a winner when I rhyme but in real life I lose
I've got no money so I rob, lie and steal for my booze
If it wasn't for my family backing me I'd probly be dead
Drink myself to death, just another shot to the head
Which is ironic, because if I had a shotgun I bet
It'd be click, BANG and then the walls would be red
Is it all in my head? all these suicidal thoughts
But I keep marching on, it's always do or die I walk
Through the valley of the shadow of death, fear no evil
I hear no people walking with me just my silhouette
Feeling like I'm gonna need me pills to get
Through the day and even try to write me a rhyme
It's likely I'm blind, to the facts, well no shit
The white in these lines, hits me right in my mind
ALONE AGAIN

[Hook]