CEO Sekhmet - In Spite Of [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I really want you to stay and it's not you it's me to blame
In spite of, in spite of, in spite of, in spite of
I hope you won't be afraid and I don't want you to be this way
In spite of, in spite of, in spite of, in spite of

I don't believe a change gone come everytime I wake up
And the sun don't rise inside my mind it's full of aggravation
Lonely for durations constant frustration
Regrets and smiles and sorrow piles and people usually faking
Darkness and suffocated that's how I feel
And I once thought love would motivate but that isn't real
And I once thought life was more than many struggles and trouble
But the happy times don't last enough for them to do nothing
I got a list of beelzebubs that I wanna kill
And it's still just so many more who wait for they shoes to fill
I am allergic to normalcy it's not my reality
And I find it hard to understand the world and society
No meaning to our space and time is ever revealed
Its a mystery that don't unfold with wounds that don't heal
A billion humans in denial every moments bout survival
And it's no such thing as friend or foe just moving bones and smiles

I guess I'll just pretend the sphere I'm living in really makes sense
I guess I'll focus on the false and ignore the obvious
I guess! my remembrance of events isn't
I guess! it doesn't matter if you lose or you win
My subjection to the scenes that flash has nothing involved
It's the only way I keep myself from wishing at all
It's the only way I sleep and conquer insomnia
I'm upset around crowds and better when I'm alone
Homicidal thoughts and hate feel like percussion grenades
Pressure joy negate to make the pain go away
I run and wrestle dark forces presented in slumber
Dreams of better days cause curiosity wonder
Massive mountains climbed successive peaks high
Sometimes the vision hide no matter how hard you try
Hope deferred sure make the weary mind heated
Often retreating no matter how much you need it

Good morning I'm alone, good night I'm crying
Don't go, don't go; don't go, don't go....
Good morning I'm alone, good night I'm crying
Don't go, don't go; don't go, don't go....

You so, you so, you so, you so, you cold
You so, you so, you so, you so, you cold
Alright alright alright alright

I hope you die that's how much I hate you
Stop trying to control me and waste my time
I hope you die that's how much I hate you
Stop trying to control me and waste my time