Charlie Hayley - I Ain't Happy [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Alex Haylee]
Tell me what's the point of living if life is so unfair
I could be dead in a second, kick out from under me this chair
We all just tryna be loved, and yet we cry to above
But I'm a problem that's way too far gone to be solved
So a prayer won't help and your judgement won't either
I'll prolly die soon, douse my body with ether
Either that or I stay alive
Haunted, roaming through the nights
Loath it, getting into fights
Smoke it, ashing high as kites
But blunts ain't did shit for me, so I bluntly push it to the side
Tryna cop a fucking ride, maybe that will turn the tide
Against the wall of blackness that threatens to surround me
Get the fuck from 'round me
I don't like you and you or you,why can't you understand me
You dumber than my family
People say it gets better, people lying actually
Listen to this sad beat, cause I ain't happy factually

[Hook x2]
Gimme the fucking keys, I a'int happy
I couldn't make a dollar, wit'out trappin'
The guns still clapping, kill the witnesses
Ain't nothing gon' happen
Ain't made a dollar off this rap shit
Who the fuck said I was happy
Double down, that's a kilo
12 thousand on the line, watch how I lit this casino
Or rob these niggas blind
Take the money, take the gold
Take the watches, I know a nigga who pawns
Where's my matches, let's burn this nigga alive

[Verse 2: Alex Haylee]
I ain't proud to be me, walkin 'round on the street
Looking down at my feet, you know that life ain't sweet
It's bitter as horseradish, he gon get these whores ravished
He gon pop those X tablets, I'ma chill and watch what happens
Cause I ain't got the energy, to fuck with hoes and enemies
Because my biggest is myself, nobody hates me more than me
And I feel like if I died, caring, they won't pretend to try
If i drank until I passed, I'd only get a passing glance
Cause I ain't worth shit, maybe 20 bucks and some change
I wonder if they held me hostage, tell me who in the hell would pay
I know my friends won't save my ass, they'll say aight and back to class
My best friends wouldn't pony up a Benjamin
To let me live
So do me a fucking favor, and when the train comes push me
Cause all I'm looking for, is somebody to love see
Somebody to love me, but I know nobody ever will
So I just might go and take flight up off this windowsill

[Hook]