Chaseon - She Said to Him and He Said to Her (Reality) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Spoken Intro From Chaseon]
The most incredible love
A love I thought I'd never have
You see I planned out everything
I planned out the future
Even set out little dates
But I know it's all my fault
Cuz I can see them coming out my eyes
But I also gotta make this song cry
Cuz she said

[Verse 1 -She]
I'm not here to break your heart
That's not what I'm saying
I'm not saying I want us to be apart
That's not what I'm saying
I'm not saying this could never work out
That's not what I'm saying
Or that all the time you put in has gone wasted
I've just been slaving
Every day and every night
Tryna be great just like you
Can't you see that I love you like xo
You kill me boy xo
But there's just too much going on I always do you wrong
Especially now it's been so long since I packed my bags and was gone
I come back to town every now and then
However it took months to see you again
I can never make time for you yet I can do it for my friends
I'm selfish and I know it
Missed your birthday I know it
Picked Mardi Gras over a weekend with you check that off too cuz I know it
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused
Sorry that I always miss your calls
Sorry for all the times I've withdrawn
This whole thing has just been so hard
No matter what you think I love you with my all
Maybe one day we can have it all
But I'm moving to dc soon so it's time I press play on your life that ive paused now

[Bridge 1]
I cheated you
Like I knew I would
I told you I was trouble
You know that I'm no good

And he said
[Verse 2- He]
Looking back on everything I'm laughing
As time is passing
They say memories are ever lasting
But lately I've been fasting
I want what I remember to define me
Because a part of me is a part of you you are me
Who was with me riding 120 in that bmw
Anything I ever did was always more than enough
So tell me when did things start to become so tough
Before we always used to be by each others side
Before you were the one I could always call on late nights
And there would always be an answer
Now just to even get a couple seconds is a hassle
Damn what happened to us
No I mean what really happened to us
You showed me way more love when you barely knew me
A couple years pass and it feels like you threw me
Right into the trash
To be a part of your memories of the past
I guess that's why mom said it's unknown if love is gonna last
Cuz one day you can feel on top of the world only to crash
I've been feeling hungry all the time maybe I'm depressed
Shit with all I've been going through its no wonder I'm stressed
I go to school I go to work
To numb myself but I still hurt
Since I'm hoping that this can work
And that I'll get to see you tomorrow
That I'll get to go and pick you up tomorrow
To reap me of my sorrow
But your time is only borrowed
Cuz it ain't mine
But hey at least I tried
Held on stayed in the ring to fight
Till you knocked me out ice cold good night
I've been playing songs to help me sleep at night
But all it does is make me think of you at night
And all the times I planned but never got to have with you
Especially since I never got to hold you and dance with you
I just wish you had some empathy
And no I never wanted sympathy
Understanding is easy
Routines are so cheesy
Learning is breezy
Tell me do you see me
Do you ever want to breathe me
Will you ever say heal me and feel me
And that I'm not what you wanted but you're needing
Cuz face the facts you act way different around me
I bring out a part of you that people rarely even see
I make everything feel like it's coming straight off a movie
The way I chased you down around town before you left
I wasn't about to let you leave me without my share of breath
That's why I held you close once I spotted you at the bus stop
No tears fell because I didn't think it would be our last stop
I've been waiting for the weekend you're supposed to come through
I can't help that something always brings me back to you
I understand your busy I understand school
Believe me it's so easy for me to understand you
I just wish you could've done the same for me
I just wish you could've really showed you love me
But everything happens for a reason right
Guess this is how it ends right
And I can't even trip cuz I'll always have love for you
Go on and do your thing girl I can't be mad at cha