Chri$ Cruz - Changes [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Aye Yo/Have you ever lost someone so close to you/Its like it changed you forever/

Every night it haunts me in my dreams/
Im Constantly/Waking up thinking how can it be/
Every day Im waiting so patiently/
For you to come back but I know thatll never be, And its killing me//
And your memory runs through me, it soothes me dawg/
Still never thought that'd be the day that I'd lose ya dawg/
Walking home from school in the cut through thats all/
15 bullets later my guardian angel's gone//
And I prayed that wouldn't be the day/
God took you away from me/
I promised to renew my faith/
Just give me the strength to/ breakthrough//
Looks like he had other plans/
Our heavenly father took you home/ to the promise land/
And you passed away there in my hands//
But I hope one day you'll spread your wings/
So elegantly/rejoice bcuz your with the king/
I miss hearing your voice but when the angels sing/
I know that your looking down on me/
Yeah Tae your protecting me//

HOOK:
Since youve been gone
Things haven't been the same/
I can't cope with this pain/
I know I gota make a change
Since youve been gone
I know I gota make things right/
I gota get on with my life/
Cuz time is passing me by
Since youve been gone///

I gotta get this shit off my chest/
My lifes a mess/
Everyday Im just so damn depressed/
I dont get respect/
Its like my heart is filled with emptyness/
I dont know what's next//
Feel like God's putting me to the test/
I must confess//
Im just a product of raisin myself/
And I know I failed/
Along the way I could've used some help/
But my family bailed-on-me//
I walk this road all on my own/
Come from a broken home/
Do you know what its like when youre in this world all alone?!/
Life gets you down/
It really beats you/
To the point where youre content with Losing/
The shit defeats you/
Demons target your soul/
They slowly eat you/
Just waiting for the day to-be-saved
But no one can reach you//
So tell me Lord, what is a sinner to do/
Know I believe in miracles, but Im waiting on you/
Just praying you give me the strength that I need to breakthrough/
To live and fight another day cuz thats what warriors do//

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