Chriz J - Truth [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

They can't even tell me nothin'
The truth always hurtin'
These lies always lurkin'

I feel like these people don't know me
They don't know what i been threw
They can't tell me what i'm gon' see nor what i'll be this season
I don't want no more of this pain
I been sleepin' late for a reason
No girlfriend at the crib
I been livin' like a savage this weekend
I can't even see no more these nightmares killers mayne
I be taking up prescriptions just so i can't feel it mayne

Everyday it's a new thang takin' up on its course

Feelin' like i need a second just to get up off this earth
Had a female i was talkin' to but i feel like she was worth it
I left it on the table cause her attitude was potent
I ain't tryna go jail beat 3 cases just last year
Now that i'ma free man i feel like the world ain't here

Drink it up please say to me what i really wanna hear
I can't take another step if i'm locked up over there
This is crucial to my growth as a person in the future
Feelin' like this game ain't weighted like it really how ta use to
I feel like everybody tryna suck my life away
Cause i'm takin' in the pressure of all my team mates
Great granny tell me something shine a light upon me so
If the world is truly evil i can navigate the shores

I can't even feel the pain these lies always lurkin'
Hide the truth away from me i can't handle all the focus

The truth always hurtin'
These lies always lurkin'
Feel the pain everyday
I can't never leave the focus

They told me how it be everybody fall in line
I was standin' in the 5th grade lookin' down the hallway fine
Then somebody said something then they jumped upon me
Broke my tooth had me bleeding cryin' ain't no help for me
That's why i'm a psycho patent might go have to kill a nigga
All the shit i done been threw have my emotions in them figures
I see everything again like a movie on its reel
Why did god have to send me to a planet that wasn't real
My first girlfriend hit my heart and broke me down
Had to give myself a booster and my rappin' got its sound
Then my brother mad at me i be hearing shit for days
Ain't no reason to have females coming in between the family
I know its the devil may he prosper if he wins
But my head ain't always down cause i'm grindin' for a win
Take a L that's a never whats a L to A L
Gotta take my concentration stash it if it wasn't there
Got my parents telling me put my soul into this here
Only get one chance and i'ma make it on the reals
This is how i'm spose to live i can't neva settle down
But a lesson will b learned before my life is quiet down

I can't even feel the pain these lies always lurkin'
Hide the truth away from me i can't handle all the focus

The truth always hurtin'
These lies always lurkin'
Feel the pain everyday
I can't never leave the focus