Ciaran Austin - Myriad [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

These were supposed to be my years
Now every opportunity it seems to disappear
So I pick up the atlas, and bring my atmosphere
Some credential, my potential is really all I fear
My phone's silent but I know I'm going to check it
Sacrifice the lyricism, realism is worth the message
I'm not a lad, that makes things hard
I prefer art to just another fucking bar
I think we've all got it confused
It's like who blames who, what more could I do?
Feeling like Zimmer with all of this repetition
D Minor, tryna keep it beyond your recognition
It's a must that I get your trust
So close to greatness, I make this with patience
Presently my Presence is a present I can't rush
Overdose on outrageous
I don't conform, I preform and then perform
Record in my dorm and applaud my hate of the norm
I'm just a student trying to make history boy
He never shared this with so called friends, it was a mystery boy
I miss my family, I'm so far away
I keep the memories, remember the perfect days
You'll only speak the truth when you're wearing a mask
And the mask is whatever is in your glass
Girls getting with groups of guys, wanting gratification
I'm not grateful for your nighttime transformation
This is my passion, want to get it while I'm young
I'm two years in, feels like I've only just begun
And I heard something that really resonated
My friends told Ed to make sure that I make it
And I heard they were pissed, like I wasn't really there
But it was never a diss, just trying to be more aware
Don't acknowledge the knowledge, you can't profit
Don't acknowledge the talent but I can't stop it
What I've got is deserved from the time I've spent
More shots, more grinding, if not well then you must be bent
Link my music on Facebook and get 0 likes
Well I must be doing something right
You can ignore me but your routines they bore me
And I wish this was only just a story, I'm out

So what are you doing that actually helps?
What am I pursuing respect for myself
Girls ring the bells, house of sin
I was knocking before but I'm so pleased I was never ever let in
Pyrrhic victories, I'd rather remember
Instead of one blurry night...well you get it
My frustration leads to me to this
My creation is everything that you miss
Lucy gets loose for Lucifer, in the club every night
Thunder around me, please Jupiter make it right
Ring of Fire, I'm feeling the heat
Ulterior motives, I notice you're not like me
You were never loving the fact that you could you trust me
You'd rush me to lust
You were always used to a desperate recovery
I've had enough, give it up
I'm so aware, my sound is elevating
You can only stare, my sound is resonating
I'm staring at beauty, but I came here alone
Changed my perceptions, only 18, 18 but I've grown
All of these labels offer me cheap deals
Nah I'm sorry I'm too skilled, it's too real
I wish it was meaning over demeaning
I'm scheming with Ed, furthest thing, but you know we're dreaming
I don't pretend and I put friends above a means to an end
Early exit again, pick up the pen
Document the detriment, sensualise the sentiment
Terminate the temperament, criticise the extent of it
From a distance it seems like a diss
Nah, I'm just missing the empty kiss
Collection of thoughts, I'll write some more
Extended metaphor, like never before
Whatever deep is, you know I'm deeper than it
Lost boy, far side, it's time I let you have it