[Intro: ?]
I am God..spoken good
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone..
[Verse 1: CinoS]
Look: self-mutilation, surrounded in starvation, public humiliation
You'll never know what we face when iodine the lips and the brain
I can barely remember my name, my mind is going insane
Head-first in a pile of cocaine
So deranged, hurt, and confused
Broke, cold, and abused
It seems I was born to lose and society seems amused
But why not, they lied to me
Rape victims have cried to me, murderers confide in me
All my friends cut ties to me
So let my sins soak, let my soul rise
Only one option: suicide
I been there and I tried twice
Slit wrists, I applied ice
Cyanide in the cold Sprite, I smoked dreams in this meth pipe
I can't lie, at one time, it felt awesome
But now that I walk alone, is there any more room in that coffin?
Out of control, black hole, and nobody plans to stop me
I put my trust in God's hands, he dropped me..
[Hook: ?]
And we tried..oh, how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love is dried
And oh, we tried, you and I
We left a chance, we lost the fight
[Verse 2: CinoS]
Look: Our future shade of grey, I look to a darker day
Just tell me why we we're lied to, why were we left astray?
All work, with nothin' to gain, body immersed in pain
Diplomas covered in blood, I look to the sky (make it rain)
So many things that never were said, bullets that's filled with lead
Skeletons in my closet, heels up under my bed
I swear to the sword above my head, damn, shouldn't I be dead?
The strategy was blasphemy, entangled in Charlotte's web
You treat us like we're diseased, you put me in quarantine
Then you expect me to plead, drop to my knees, and pray in need?
But fuck no, that's tribal, no I won't stay idle
I'll rip pages out of this Bible, 'til you tell me why you are my idol
But, I'm so broken, they offer me
A chance at a new life is what they're offering
I'm feeling so strong, it's radical
Cash down, that's practical, the power is just too magical..
[Hook: ?]
And we-e-e-e-e-e had magic
And thi-i-i-i-i-i-s is tragic
You could keep you..
And we-e-e-e-e-e had magic
And thi-i-i-i-i-i-s is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself
[Talking: CinoS]
Ok, thirteenth order, chapter one; understanding the three rings: power, self, and chaos
He, he controls chaos, owns, the ultimate power
[Talking: ?]
I believe the Chaos Theory in psychology is not that different from uh-uh-uh-uh physics in the point
Except they have [???] component
Um, chaos basically says: can we make a long-term predication of any kind of a system?
If I'm afraid of, uh, being mugged in New York City walking down the street, I will become very, very cautious
As I become cautious, I become a target
Therefore, I am inviting the very thing that I'm afraid of
So yes, I think that chaos, uh, and the fear of chaos, actually invites more chaos
[Outro: ?]
I feel like the world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our lives been changed, babe
You lost me..
