Clarky - Feels like [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

So what i bun a spliff? wonder not think?
Stutter when i spit? stand out from others kids;
I sink when i think deep, stumble when i drink;
Hurts when it hits me; like any other thing;
Tell everybody listening you're proud to be different
Cause im sick of deep thoughts; cold nights; shivering
So distant when i live it cause i feel it deep down
Am i living; in an instant, i could see it leave now!
I know its been a while but we really needa speak
Mums struggling with money; i ain't seen her in a week
Shes been working late nights so her family can eat;
Although we dont appreciate what she does its so peak;
So bleak, when i speak like i ain't got a loada stuff
Like i ain't got a family and friends who show a loada love
For real i got it good; not the best but still better than
Some unfortunate people i seen in this weather, (damn)
Its true what they say; when it rains it pours
You dont know what you got till its gone if it yours....
I guess i need some guidance and a little bit of faith
Cause i ain't feeling great, weather hit me with the rain
And i figured since my girl left, i been feeling pain...
I dont mean to blame; for it driving me insane
Now nothing feels the same; even what i wrote hurts;
Feeling like screaming at the ceiling til my throat burns!

Hook:
It feels like, real life; isnt what it seems;
But still I, feel like; im living in a dream;
So will i? wake up; another normal teen;
Cause til i; do im just chillin with the fiends.. x2






Verse 2:
It feels like nobody supports me in what i do;
Family ain't proud of me; just a good for nothing youth;
I told them i auditioned for britains got talent;
But they wouldn't give a fuck if i told them i had gotten through!!!
Dont cry when ive forgotton you; you were never there!
Fuck the haters; when you chat to me; you'll be forever aired!
Im not the worst of the worst im a down to earth person;
Done dirt that deserves birds; so my karma can't be working
Still dont blurt words that; i am not concerned with;
Learn to let it burn is how you know you really earned it;
Determined; to merk it; in every word i write;
Said i was swag then; swag now; they were never right;
Hurting deep inside; internally burning in my eyes;
They will never ride; never clever enough;
They dont measure for my level; let em tremble when i write;
Sense terror on my trebble; cause i rebel in my lines;

Hook:
It feels like, real life; isnt what it seems;
But still I, feel like; im living in a dream;
So will i? wake up; another normal teen;
Cause til i; do im just chillin with the fiends.. x2

Verse 3;
Flow like devils in my mind; thats what it feels like;
Go with the cards you been dealt; cause no deals right!
I feel like the worlds on top; like a rock
I feel like im falling and i just can't stop
Cause this weights too much; too fucked
I just clocked the clock; ...so now im in a rush
I can see the seconds counting down..
So someone tell me who the fucks counting now?