Courtesy - Prepare For Me [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Chorus)
Starting to realize people don't care for me
Thru the struggles nobody is ever there for me
If I died everybody'd say a prayer for me
When my tape drops y'all better prepare for me

(Verse 1)
I'm smoking real good and man I love herbs
I ain't from the hood i'm from the suburbs
But I promise you that I dont live real nice
My homie once told me hearts can never heal twice
I can't afford a phone, mom can't pay for cable
I spit the illest tone & I still ain't seen by labels
I'm done feeling alone & so unstable
Soon food will be thrown on my mommas table
Me and my mother never see eachother smile
Prob cuz I replaced my aborted brother Kyle
Damn, none of y'all even wanna hear that
Fuck it homie, where's the case of beer at, "it's near pat"
I'm the fiend around town always scrapin res
"I'm so high" is what the dude videotapin says
I'm tired of these whores who deviate my brain
So I smoke weed in order to alleviate the pain
It really hurts when you can't trust a friend
Lookin down the barrel as I thrust the end
Thinkin to myself like man I must contend
I really gotta keep rhyming and just ascend
But it's so difficult when I can barely sleep
For now i'll just sell my CDs for fairly cheap
Until I get a deal and rapidly rise to fame
These fake hoes will soon despise my name
None of y'all will be gazin at my eyes the same
JFK memorial ya can't desize my flame
Shooting for the stars, but the skys my aim
After my mixtape i'm about to revise the game

(Chorus)
Starting to realize people dont care for me
Thru the struggles nobody is ever there for me
If I died everyone would say a prayer for me
When my tape drops y'all better prepare for me

(Verse 2)
My life is turning into a complete nightmare
Nothing ever changes even despite prayer
None of y'all give me a change to fight fair
And seeing Courtesy wit a smile is quite rare
Well, thats not even true I put on a new persona
The truth comes out when I drink a few coronas
I walk around actin like nothing can bother me
How is an addict gonna grow to be a father, G?
Why am I so damn lazy, and envious at the earth
My room is hazey, to fill the emptiness since my birth
What am I worth? probably not even a dime
I promise after this track I ain't leavin this time
I was gonna quit rap, I couldn't put a bar together
Emotions changin like New Jersey's bizarrest weather
I'm freezing up on stage like pipes in cold Winter
Moms mad cuz I ain't workin like an old printer

(Chorus)
Starting to realize people dont care for me
Thru the struggles nobody is ever there for me
If I died everyone would say a prayer for me
When my tape drops y'all better prepare for me

(Verse 3)
Yin and Yang bitch, reppin until my dying days
It's been a long road since I was jus buying haze
I'm drunk as hell, like Churchill the prime minister
Evil spirits within me, thats why I rhyme sinister
Ya wonder why I condone scandalous actions
I have no patience, I can't handle distractions
ADD medication makes me bounce off the ceiling
Fuck grams, blowin by the ounce now we feeling
Higher than ever, and man we ain't landing soon
Now I'm fuckin bitches cuz of my outstanding tunes
Back when the hoes wouldn't invite me to the party
Now they just wanna fuck all night drinking Bacardi