C-Reezy - Captain [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Teacher]
Alright class, you have 30 minutes to write about how you feel right now. You may begin"

[C-Reezy]
Sit and class and just think about my life
What I'm gonna do when I get home tonight
Do my homework or just take a nap
Text my girl back or eat a lot of snacks
I don't know my thought s are so clouded
I have these fucking issues, but I move around it
Skinny jeans riped at the knees
Fuck what the girls cause I do what I please
Everyday trying out a new steez
I'm like a starving rat cause I never have cheese

Always so broke, fuck it steal from the local store
Hit my phone up and then text the local whore
Call her slut and never text back
If my girl saw my messages she would get so fucking mad
But fuck it gotta live my life, just gotta do me
I'm always trying to do things for people who don't know me
Fuck that shit, I'm gonna start blasting out
With my own fucking feelings and I'm never coming down
I'm gonna be a captain of my own spaceship
Chill with the aliens and all the galaxy space chicks
I'm done with the bull but I get all the shit
I feel like a toilet when people move their lips
I wanna punch a lot of people in the chest or their jaw
I hate a lot of things that would surprise them all

I smile so I can be around a few friends
When they leave start to feel so lonely again
Man forget that go home turn my computer on
Jack off till Dick hurts from watching all that fucking pron
Never gonna go to prom, don't see the appeal
Dress nice and dance weird for a single night of the year
Crash the party I'll come with a fucking AK
Blow the brains off the chicks who used to call me dumb and gay
And then splash the blood of the bodies on the guys black suits
Jump back in the car and head back for my room
And then make a track about slicing bitches up in half
Never know the real Chris cause I hid that half

Rolling through my hallways people look at me like I'm something new
The fuck you looking at bro I should just come and punch you
Right in the throat you wanna fucking joke
Okay lets see you do that when I break all of your god damn bones
I'm the only Chris in the game with a hundred thousand different names
Remzify, c-reezy, remz its all the fucking same
I rap about my life and problems, never about shit I don't know
Rapper show do that fucking irk me but I never let it show
Maybe its all a fucking joke, something that I don't condone
With my own damn flows that I control
Cause the words that I say are from my soul

I could surprise a lot of people when I talk about my past
Hey Chris is it true that you never knew your dad
Yeah it true, I bet it sucks, well honestly I don't give a fuck
He never calls he doesn't write me hes a ghost
Awh I'm sorry its okay, It sucks you two aren't close
Well whatever I'm fine, I'm just living up my life
Who needs a dad when you just find the time to make up all these rhymes
To tell your story about your glory to fuck the girls who are just whore-y
I keep a lot of demons at bay in my mind
I would never release them with my fury
I judge myself at the end of the day
Fuck the court, the cop, and the whole jury
I don't need a lot to make me happy, just wanna make my mom all fucking proud
To make up for the stupid ass fact that my lame ass dad was never around
Who made a name for himself at the small ass age of seventeen
I'm always writing so many ridiculous bars but people still don't understand
I'm still trying to change the way that I am
But its lonely in space fuck it all, it's whatever
Rapping about things in my life that won't get better