[Verse 1]
You used to say, that you’d always love me
You’d never hurt me, and I believed
Then came the night, I gasped and can’t breathe
You left me for him, even when I bleed
All I did for you, all that I could, and I stood
By your side, just give me the next lie
Told me this, told me that, on my knees
And you’d tease, and your greed is fucking with me
And you’re so heartless
It’s what you harness, leave me in the darkness
And I’ve had enough of you
I smother, you suffered and scuffered me to my death
[Hook]
But you won't break me, you'll just make me stronger than I was
Before I met you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
And if I stumble, I won't crumble, I'll get back up and uh!
And I'mma still be humble when I scream "Fuck you!"
Cause I'm stronger than I was
[Verse 2]
Yeah you upset me, yeah you damn left me
You lied to me every second you slept with
Him, I bet you didn’t break a sweat, when I was the one
Who was shakin’ and frettin’, huh hun
You cared for me scared for me, everything I said
I guess it was unbearable for you, to hear it from me
You feared me and him, even my buddy knew when you disappeared
Again, I deal with all this shit that I had fixed half a year ago when
We were together, hell in the mirror again
Lookin’ at myself like I am hopeless and steerin’ to death
Starin’ at myself, swearin’ regrets, nightmares are a wreck
You got me in check now, won’t miss a speck now, better than ever as heck now
Yeah John better spell check now, I ain’t talk shit, you’re embarrassed I bet now
Well now I am here, after a year of a frown, no one’s taking me down
Cus I sit here and proud that I went through the crowd
Out of them others and all of the pain you’ve empowered
I crown your, head of the heartless bitch that you’re renowned for
Said you wanted me back, but all I got was more cracks
In my heart as if you haven’t already attacked, well guess what I’m already packed!
Wait, you wanna go steady? Fuck no you don’t, you bare a mashedi
Ready to cut me down you make me unsteady, you give me a headache
Cus of you I’m scared and take this so heavy
You think it’s confetti, but who the fuck cares it’s over now
Just remember especially, you can never over-power me
I’ve come to learn to be stronger and I have no shame to scream it louder again!
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
You walked out, I almost died, it was almost a homicide
That you caused cause I was so traumatized
Felt, like I was in for a long bus ride
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
Can't count how many times I vomited cried
Go to my room turn the radio on and hide
Uh, we were Bonnie and Clyde
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde
I felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
Cause if you could've, took my life you would've
It's like you put a knife to my chest and pushed it right
Through to the, other side of my back and stuck a spike too
Should've, put up more of a fight but I couldn't
At the time no one could hurt me like you could've
Take you back now what's the likelihood of that?
Bite me bitch chewing on a nineteen footer
Cause this morning I finally stood up
Held my chin up finally showed a sign
Of life in me for the, first time since you left me
And left me with nothing but shattered dreams
And a life we could've, had and we could've been
But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
I'm getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
I'mma be late for the pity party
But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chump-ions
I'm done being your punching bag, it was the 17th of March we met
Would've been our anniversary 6 months but I left in September
I wrote it on the calender was gonna call but couldn't think of the words
To say, but it came to me just now so I put 'em in a verse to lay
[Bridge]
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
But I hate you cause you drained me, I gave you all, you gave me none
But if you blame me, you're crazy, and after all that's said and done
I'm still angry, yeah, I maybe, I may never trust someone
[Hook]
