Darius - Break Me [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I don't know how I'm gunna do this , yeah
How I can move on so easily, yeah
Leave behind all of my niggas yeah
Start a new chapter in my life just to say that I made it yeah
But life is shit cause shit just got settled for me
Me and my new girl she is so special for me
How I'm gunna leave is the real question for me
Shits has just become so damn complicated for me
This type of problem I had never foreseen
I could see that leaving would be kinda gutsy
No voicemail in 16
You could always call me when u need me
A million miles away but still always on the scene 
Tearing as I type this verse
My stomach it begins to hurt
Lookin through my phone
See pics from conference 2 years ago
See my nigga chris and my nigga gio
Help me get through this song lord

[Hook:]
It was all bad
Before I found my path
Hope was all that I had
But I made it out of them trenches like I should
Doing things I never thought I could 
Making moves I never thought I would
(And even tho I did it) even tho I did it
They still out tryna break me

But I won't break cause my niggas will be waiting for me
Those who care for me I know will be standin to hug me
But I'll be back the same way as I leave
I couldn't leave u guys behind Because that just isn't me
Play this song, call me Fam just don't forget me
I'll be back as soon as this is over don't regret me
Tears on my pad, knowing that my future won't survive me
I'll have to out survive it to see me
Shoutout to gio for holding me down for the past 4 years
Shoutout to chris eden shawn for lending me a helping ear
Thank god for my girl, too bad I can't see her
Shout to God squad, Fam means so much I can see
I'll visit to make sure you remember me
Love for my youth fills my heart more than you'd believe
God take me wherever you want me
I'll make a future for my Fam you'll see
Day ones with me in the future you better believe

[Hook:]
It was all bad
Before I found my path
Hope was all that I had
But I made it out of them trenches like I should
Doing things I never thought I could 
Making moves I never thought I would
(And even tho I did it) even tho I did it
They still out tryna break me
I know they're fighting now tryna break me
All they really want to do is break me
(All they really want to do is break me)

[Bridge]
But I won't break, no I won't break
I'll never break, wait, what if I break?

Chris take care of Tam, something I for sure want to see
Gio, I've done less for you than you've ever done for me
Y, I need you more than you should ever need me
Shawn fix your nose, that thing it really messes with me 
Eden take care of her, I trust you more than I trust me
Broneil stop lying, earn some respect, it's worth it just believe
Liz stop playing, settle and you'll be happy
Matt keep grindin and you can be my buddy
For those I didn't mention, I didn't forget
Each has an impact on me that I could never regret
This song just doesn't give me the space
But all of you in my heart have a special place
I could never forget a niggas face
Specially if that nigga kept me emotionally safe
God squad for life, Cocos in 60 years
Leaving this city is honestly my biggest fear
But I'll overcome every obstacle and every fear
To make sure I return to see my Fam

[Hook:]
T was all bad
Before I found my path
Hope was all that I had
But I made it out of them trenches like I should
Doing things I never thought I could 
Making moves I never thought I would
(And even tho I did it) even tho I did it
They still out tryna break me
I know they're fighting now tryna break me
All they really want to do is break me
But I made it out of them trenches like I should
Doing things I never thought I could 
Making moves I never thought I would
(And even tho I did it) even tho I did it
They still out tryna break me
I know they're fighting now tryna break me
All they really want to do is break me
(All they really want to do is break me)