DDLUXZ - Firestarter [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Eric Ashtin]
Yeah, I bet you’re with your new dude
I’m sure you never think of me now
I bet you feel like you can breathe now
Like I used to keep you tied up & beat down
Uh, but it wasn’t really like that
Though I’m sure you’re safe pretending like it all was
I could to tell you that it really wasn’t all hate
You could tell me that it really wasn’t all love
Look, I know I’ve acted like an asshole
And I’m pretty sure at some point we all do
But I know you see my text message pop up on your iPhone
You could have at least answered when I called you
You didn’t have to say that we still had a chance left
Or keep me waiting up, hanging on my last breath
That’s just cold, girl, I’d never put you through that
We had a history, at least I thought you knew that
I drink to forget you
Or build enough courage until I text you
Or build enough nerve until I regret you
In my head I say “I wish I never met you!”
Then you say “Well, I wish I never left you.”
Then we make out, then I blackout
Then I wake up and I’m still all alone
I grab my phone & I’m yelling
‘When you gonna be home?!’
I suffocate you, I hate you deeply
Next week I love you, I feel so needy
I wonder if you want me or you still need me
That’s when you call me, you want to see me
Feed me affection, say you love me
Kiss me or hug me, touch me, fuck me
Try to give me something or show me closure
My heart still hurts and I’m so hungover-
And I feel like shit
And you look like a top 10 super model by comparison
You’re drop dead
And I reek of last night’s worst secret
We fell in love but we still go for the cheek kiss
Now we’re sitting in the middle of a diner
And you only order water
And I’m trying to remind her
Of the moments we had prior
But she’s blocking them out
She’s a lover and a fighter
And she’s knocking me out
Is this hopeless?
Or am I running off of false fate?
And don’t front like the sex wasn’t all great
I always held you in good hands like all-state
I always stayed-up for you when you use to call late
Just to wake up and waste away with you all day
Keep that in mind as you’re letting me down
Dear God, don’t tell me she’s forgetting me now
I hate your friends, I know they tell you we don’t gel
But how you go and fuck another dude in your hotel?
Even when you told me you still want us to work out
How you go and fuck another dude in your hotel?
I heard of everything, even the things you don’t mention
Word is you’ll give it to anyone who gives you attention
So when did you go from being precious to being pretentious?
I just want to know, watching you ho is depressing
I guess this was a lesson I was meant to endure
When you told me it was over thought I lost it for sure
But knowing the girl that you were
And knowing the girl that you are
I’m kind of glad we’re no more...

[Brian Aleman]
I’ve been there, I’ve done that
Nevermind this, I’ll come back
Though I’ve been away, I’m still not the same
And the convo’s that we’ve spoken on the phone
Girl, have me broken
It’s such a shame it’s ended this way
I’ve text you, I’ve called you
I’ve followed, girl, I beg you
As I complain I’ve too made mistakes
And the love weight that I carry
You’ve abandoned, unfairly
Has me to claim that you can never change girl
Such a shame, girl
Where’s the blame, girl?
Where's the blame?
Oh It’s on, oh it’s on
But you'll never change girl
Such a shame, girl
Where's the blame, girl?
Where's the blame?
Oh it’s on, oh it's on, oh it's on you…

[Eric Ashtin]
My ex called- blue moon
She alone in that one bath/two room
She afraid that she won’t find love, and I know
Cause we both walked away from things too soon
So I ignored it, but she called back
And I’m curious to know where her thoughts at
So I green-light it and I’m reminded
Why we decided to just fall back
So I hang up, but she’s hung up
On the things that we had that she fucked up
Cause she had me and she knew that
But she took advantage and she blew that
Yeah, pun intended
Won’t pretend it-
Didn’t hurt but, not offended
You expect it from dames like these
But you got to stay balanced in J’s like these

[Brian Aleman]
You’ll never change girl
Such a shame girl
Where’s the blame, girl
Where’s the blame?
Oh it’s on, oh it’s on
You’ll never change girl

Oh it’s on. Oh, it’s on