DeadCrow - Dropout [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse: DeadCrow]
Random acknowledgement, shoulda went to college and
Studied abroad, met a couple broads & get the cock tip in
But instead, I'm fucked in the head
Railing koolanapins, sailing in a lot of gin, & pots up in
Contemplating what my future holds
I'm tryna be a leader, rocking Martin Luther's robes
Easier said then done
Like a dead beat father, easier bred than son, yo
Dropping my two cents & a lot of lint
For two sips on kool-aid juices, commit a lot of sin
I refuse this, pockets got holes in them
& I diffuse this by taking a few hits of pot to cover the bruises
Got souls (soles) in him, my fathers to follow
Beating my mother, sipping Guaro, great role model
Go to school once a week, & high off weed
At thirteen, realized Id never push full throttle
I'm a lazy pessimist, & the best at this
& only feel some type of motivation when I'm next to tits
My minds a vexed abyss, sleep deprived insomniac
Grab some Cognac, figure its just best to drink
Thoughts of suicide on a daily basis
Come home every day to face some angry faces
I disgraced this, family name by doing what I does
Wanted to see places, sold a couple drugs
Wanted to feel the feeling of dealing & buying brand new Asics
With matching laces, & met a couple thugs
Grimy friends, wanted to replace this
So I said fuck it, grabbed the salt & fed a couple slugs
Morning routine, wait three hours before getting outta bed
Minds in another world, getting out-a-head
This is venting, running out of breath
My emotions be like I'm on speed, an addict running out of meth
I can't handle, life's passing by so rapidly
I'm 21 & never thought Id live unhappily
As of late feel scatterbrained & losing focus
I've gained imaginary friends plus Flamingosis
DeadCrow, is really all I've got
I'm empty handed like when the cops confiscated all my pot
I just wanna do right, but always do wrong
& only feel at a good height, ripping this blue bong