Demo - Placebo [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
This is me, this is D, this is Adam, this is deep
This is everything I never wanted it to be
Miles I've walked on this road, trials I've stood on my own
Rules I've over thrown, memories I've set in stone
Everything has lead to this moment in time
And there's not even a cloud, fuck a silver line
There's a fucking sick stench in the air
Still lingering around from friends that were there
When shit was simple
Before I had this dint in my finger from all the ring pulls
Fuck em though, fuck you and ya feelings
If you think this is about you 'coz what ya hearing
Is ringin a bell
And all of a sudden ya feeling guilty as hell
I'm giving no more chances
'Coz How I feel about everything is between me and god
So go to church if ya want for answers

[Hook]
The real pain is in my brain
Life is a Placebo
If there was someone else to blame
Then there'd be a hero
If you could only live my life
For a half a day you'd see what it feels like
To be empty and cold inside

[Verse 2]
Lock the door to this box room
If ya dont my box will drop soon
It'll keep these thoughts isolated
'Till I eat my words like they're fried n plated
And it's just more ammo to supply the haters
Knowing I've never tried to shy from danger
Just realised I was fucked from when I was a kid like I took a fucking ride from a stranger

[Bridge]
I've been away n I've been back
Come along way from a teen that
Was self destructive, no help but fuck it
They offered me all I wanted and I took it

[Hook]
The real pain is in my brain
Life is a Placebo
If there was someone else to blame
Then there'd be a hero
If you could only live my life
For a half a day you'd see what it feels like
To be empty and cold inside

[Verse 3]
Put my casket infront of me, I'll jump in it
Just make fuckin sure that I'm drunk in it
If I die before I beat this shit, there better be a crate
Were grave stone is or I'm a be afraid
Of being laid with nothing to rest my soul
And don't fucking judge me, I'm not fussed on on being old
Just write on my stone, 'I did what I love
Did what I could and tried to do right by them I loved'
There's not many who get me watchin my liver fail
But them who do understand I'm hurt that I failed
To get it right so many times 'coz each time it gets worse and
They all know I dont deserve this burden
But its not their beef, it's not their grief
No one would even know if I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve
But I do, always have and always will
So I'll have a smile on my face when the last can spills

[Hook]
The real pain is in my brain
Life is a Placebo
If there was someone else to blame
Then there'd be a hero
If you could only live my life
For a half a day you'd see what it feels like
To be empty and cold inside