DJay Kennedy - Apparently [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1:
This is my canvas
I'ma paint it how I want it baby
This is my canvas
With all my sadness you know i'm done taking chances
Fuck you cause you care
When i'm down your not there
My only fear, when pretty girls come near
Think back to South Paxton, so much action
Remember the highlands, talking bout Jackson
Remember my momma she was never home
Police came and nobody picked up the phone
I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone
I was out in the pocket just getting my name known
Had no clue what you was going through, how could you be so strong?
And when I view you I feel like i always view you wrong
I know you changed for the better
Damn we can't live this life forever
I know you love me you can't let that go
But most things I do you don't need to know

Hook

Verse 2:
Another day another crime shown
Another day another time zone
Today I woke up with a bad attitude
Got a don't give a fuck type attitude
But my mind don't have that type of magnitude
They hate on me try to hold me back
Shit they shoulda been known I never lack
Took a non virgins virginity
Bitch what
She went beyond so we called it infinity
Go to the mall on weekends
Cuz all the corner stores be tweakin
They say my personality unique and shit
How about a fatality for your sneak shit
But maybe this shit came to soon
Maybe I should be able to afford a fork and spoon
But now I sit by my window and look at the moon
Like thanks for the view
And to my momma thank you
Cuz we both know I wouldn't exist without you
Made a remix album ain't as good as the original
When this drops imma become a musical criminal ain't that subliminal
But people just can't look at me as an individual
Don't realize how my rhymes be so spiritual
And if I ever make it out this life that's a miracle