EasYak the Revealer - Grime (SPOKEN WORD) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I
I'm Happy for you, say I with a grimace
Tryin to maintain this smilin image
Knowin you got there and I didn't
In awe of your brilliance
Respect of your spirit
But it's too frequent
Hertz when I hear that
You been doing well through my lowest moment I'm hopeless I hope it's not to late to ask forgiveness
Been inspectin from the distance as a witness at your successes that I shouldn't have been missing lately yet
Reminiscing on how I was with
You from the start now wishin
I had stayed till the finish cuz
We've become Too distance...
Coming over used to be a tradition
And one day coming over became a visit
An unusual occasion

Hook:
Smiling... (smilin)
While I'm... (while I'm)
Tryin and trialing
Survivin' yet I keep
Spiralin'
Down. Down down down

II
Tears in my dry eyes as I realize I
Can't even cry anymore I don't get it
Am i no longer sympathetic? Am I now indifferent?
Even though we used to ride together I swear I remain driven
But you do well without assistance. I'm barely afloat but
You not even trying yet you still driftin
And I'm revertin to the same rhymes and the same assonance
Can't let go of shit. To say I'm not happy for your, I'd be lying
But when will it be my turn to start flyin'?
I'm happy for you, I really am
But when will it be my turn to be that man?

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III
To who is this written?
In part a best friend that other friends suggested he be dejected from our friendship
Aside from him? No one specific
Just revealing my innermost insidious assessments mixed with
The sense of knowin there is no sense to the happiness mixed with tinges of regret knowin' the basis for this description
Is that if I really admit it...
You're happy, and Ethan isn't

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IV
And I feel like everytime you advance you abandoned the man who stood with you through all the bad and
It happens so swiftly it feel like it was planned
Telling me maybe when I ask you
"Where you at? Come over man."
And my insecurities tell me the reason for that response text without a second glance from you that you don't know makes me frantical is so if anyone you perceive to be better than me calls, you gonna say you not busy and leave me on the street
And one day you gonna be in a different social circle and you won't need to fuck with petty peasants such as me

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V
And I feel like every time I move up you move up 5 times more
I'd be satisfied being beside you, enough, I'd desire no more
But I'm not starting at the bottom, I'm at the earths core
Why is it that the people we love are the ones hurt the worst?
And I do some thing of worth and your actions overturn
It because what you did surpassed it
And I feel like you don't know
But maybe you do
You've rubbed it in a time or too
I put more time and effort on all my music
But you the one that Polk county stays viewin
I'm a victim of human imperfection
Why do I feel guilt why am I a villain
When all I ever did was help your progression?
There's a word I'm looking for when your eyes sting and you smile and you feel nostalgic and melancholy and twinges of regret but you don't know what you regret and incontent yet in love and there is a sense of resentment but it is hard to admit that one and you yearn for something more than the situation you currently are in and your eye keeps twitching' they betray you cuz your face looks so conflicting and the minute they look away your expression gets so listless and you want to go to a different location in the soonest possible minute, but you just hug them and say congratulations

Outro:
Who am I? I'm jealousy
Sowing distrust in friendships
And destroying the nation