Ej Laflare - Samantha [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]

Killa!
I'm tryna make a killing
Said I'm the Bald Cat Killer, and I'm tryna make a killing
So as long as I am alive, Imma try to make a living
Yeah

[Verse 1]

I'm too focused on being the greatest
Like the youngest, I'm too focused on being the favorite
I know my place, and I'm so tired of being complacent
As if I wasn't mad enough when I'd be in the basement
If this is real, honestly, I'd rather be in the Matrix
They ain't believe, so when I see them, I pee in their faces, metaphorically
That's what I see in these haters
But my emotions contradict when I'm seeing these faces
Don't feel me
Beautiful girl with a piercing straight through her lip
I vow that every word will be speaking straight to her clit
I admit my sight might drift happily to her hips
While they're swaying back and forth
I'm watching her while she walks
I'm listening to her talk
She's glistening in the sun
She don't need no fucking man, but I'm trying to give her one
Goddamn
I am smooth like Coltrane
Her hair is like root beer, and her skin is like cocaine
I'm so addicted
With rapping, I'm so efficient
She smiles with innocence, so I'm sorry I'm so explicit
A rebel without a cause
I'll never do nothing right
I'll never be jovial, so what's wrong with my fucking life
I'm missing a piece of me that somebody's trying to fill
My only reason for smiling, somebody's trying to kill
Niggas are clueless, cause they don't know what's inside
I'm happy with all this fame, but they don't know if I lied

[Bridge 1]

Said I'm happy with all this fame, but they don't know if I lied
Yeah

[Hook 1]

Feels like my life is still stuck in reverse
This life is just a long-ass verse
It's like I'm going in circles
It's like I'm going in circles

[Verse 2]

I put a gun to my temple for motivation
Focusing on the only, though I know that hoes are waiting
Niggas ain't gonna like this, as if they know my intention
Currently there are two women who can hold my attention
One's a demon in my head
One's an angel in real life
I'm too focused on my trust to let go of some killed fights
I'm scared if my guard is down, that she'll end up like all the rest
Then she'll slip from inside my arms, and we'll both wish her the best
Damn
I'm tryna keep all my fingers between hers
I'm tryna keep them apart, so she won't end up being cursed
Shit ain't looking good, looks about as good as Rocky Dennis
I wanted longevity
Instead I got a prison sentence
My intention isn't for fear, I assure you
Who knew if you were the sickest, nobody could ever cure you?
My head's already clouded, I don't need another voice
Might as well stay, as if I have a motherfucking choice
All my rhymes'll turn to a story in my honor
Bitches play with my emotions like they're toys from McDonald's
I hope she don't think I'm weird, I'm just trying to protect her
Before my past catches up to me, and infects her
The last good thing that I have had in a while
She's letting me be myself, while she teaches me how to smile
Sometimes I'm stuck with thoughts that I should take my own life
But when she smiles at my soul, the darkness changes to light

[Bridge 2]

Yeah
When she smiles right at my soul, the darkness changes to light
Damn
Yeah

[Hook 2]
Feels like my life is still stuck in reverse
All my pain and trust issues all in one verse
It's like I'm going in circles
Stop me from going in circles