Fabo! daReal - DaReal [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Realizing the realism in my life
The actuality
Doubting me
Cuz I never made it out without no cheat
Cloudy streets turn these thoughts into thoughts of rowdy feats
Pull the glocc out
Run down
Bust one then let up out a scream
My minds a feen for the things I’ve always wanted in my life
But I ain't never got em so
I rearranged my life
Started living wrong instead of thinking positive and livin right
Bklu flag dangling up on the left side
Ya u know it signifies them Cripish ties
But I got so much to be living for
While I’m locced up I take it with a grain of salt and I ask for more
Get familiarized with the ways and handling
Cuz I’ll be dead before I let a nigga try to handle me
Cuhh I got me
So u just do what u gotta do
I know u thinking ima let up
But u need to quit that fool
I’m just too fuccin smart to fall bacc and let it all go to waste
Yet I been smoking and coking my minds starting to deteriorate
At a rate faster then I could imagine
Now I’m grabbing, grasping for a hand that can pull me bacc
And yet I realize in the time
That took to hold me bacc
I was always on my own
Ain't no loving that was happening
So I pacc another bowl and until I find my goal
Fucc it ima go to hell and take u all down with me!

Lemme just get bacc 2 where it all began
Fucc friends!
Do u, Ima do me until the end
I could never trust nobody
They always do me wrong
So fucc yall let be known rite thru this song
I was set up
Just to be set down
Let down
Neva got up
To what I held so proud up in my mind
There I was doing things that tried
Neva saying I would fail
I would rather fuccin die
Locc I got this, I fought this, and now it’s fighting me bacc
That’s all good that’s what I need to get rite bacc on tracc
And all the memories are just ways of letting me know I got a past
Bitch, but I ain't scared of letting it go that’s why u
Don’t find me running round with them hoes or lil girls
Sure I hit em up just to c how it goes
But I can gives three fuccs bout em all
‘cept this one girl
She been on my mind all the time
This fuccin hunger, needs to be ceased
How can I lease what I could never own
She to good for me
I gotta tell her I gotta let her go
But I digress and just repress it for another day
When that time comes then
I’ll be all in a fuccin “hate me?”
“Then Ima hate u way bacc more” type of way
Cuz I’ve been held bacc and now I’m starting to chisel away the top
Picture me up in this drop top Cadillac
It’s all I’ve wanted but now my fuccin mind can have it bacc!
Living lavish, getting cabbage is all I ever wanted to do
But I got lazy my eyes got hazy now I’m mad at u
For thinking I could ever be something that I’m not
Well u know what? Your right ima make it to the muthafuccin top!
So dear god let me ask u 4 forgiveness , I sin this
Just to get by on my own hit list
I been this crazy and deranged in the brain
I just never let it out cuz I was ‘fraid what they would say
But now it’s too late, I’m to gone, they fuccd up now they gone. I’m dead wrong?
So let it be and succ the life right outta me
Illuminati it’s already taken its effect
What can I say?
I am a product of its perfect placement
So b4 I end it all
I ask 1 more thing don’t let my alter-ego kill my self while I’m sleeping

©Fabo! Da Real ®SolitaryMindDMT