Fanaticus - I Want You To See ft. Sharp Objects [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Fanaticus]

Man I got this complex, that I’m about the next big thing
And I just can’t seem to forget that dream
Where you were there, Right there, on my team
So it seems that a man with a 44 magnum in hand
Shot me down, I’m going down
Six feet deep to reality. Six feet deep, actuality
That I’m a walking cause, though my point is broad
I never coulda been what my father thought
Because he didn’t think, and for that I sink
But I learned to swim, I learned to give
In time I’ma find that peace I desire
I’m 20 years old, look at me, I’m a fighter
I’m looking to retire, the cause of a liar
The lack of understanding will never soon expire
I’m wired with a cause, to attain what is lost
Faith and a cause I look around, My god…
I look around my God, Can’t fathom what this world has done my God…
Maria thinks that sex is the key to attain that love that she so seeks
But when he gets what he wants, he just ups and leaves
Leaving her to weep, not again she speaks
She’s lost looking for another piece of herself she’s missing cuz society speaks
To a group of troubled youth just like her
Reinforcing that what she’s done is the cure
Unsure of herself anymore, cuz the ones she loved walked out that door
And I’m sure that there’s much, much more
But this is what I see through that open door

[Hook: Fanaticus]

I promise I’m not lost, I just want you to see
That I’m not who I used to be
I know you know it’s hard, I just want you to see
That this is my only remedy
I’m feeling so alone, I just want you to see
That this is how I gain the love I seek
I wish you would just listen to me baby please
Understand this is what’s best for me

[Verse 2: Fanaticus]

Wake up in the mornin’! And I’m back at it like a crack addict
It’s a bad habit, they keep me average
She keeps me savage (she keeps me balanced)
Never list the pain, never wish the same
Cuz I played the game, it made me insane…
Uh, It made me insane
I played through the pain, everything that I gained
Is a problem when attained, It’s a problem when it rains
Cuz it washes away everything but the shame
I wanted you to love me all the same, but I couldn’t attain ‘til a man I became
Characterized as a light skin, because I felt and expressed emotion
Even labeled as a woman, it pushed me away to a point of no returning
Became hard, restart
Livin’ life like a true GANGSTA, So what, I’m tryna get it too
I’m at a dope boy status, Remember Rule Number 1 we SAVAGE
Kick out the crib, Snitches never live
I made a name for myself, I’m tryna make it big
I hope my daddy see me
Hope he’s proud of what I’ve done, believe me
When I say I worked hard, but he had a second thought
He ain’t show no love so he gotta depart
Pack up the clip, but what I didn’t see
Was my future peace. Gotta keep my crown, I gotta stay the king
Too late man, I lost them now. The cuffs too tight as they kick me down
I say daddy are you proud? But a tear falls down as he looks to the ground

[Hook x2: Fanaticus]