Francois Dillinger - Meditation (The Message) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Don't mind my voice . . . it's a lil' raspy right now
The Message . . . Here I go .

Verse:
Hey momma I'm coming home, & shit's about to change
Know I ain't been the same been lost in a mental maze
Now I've been going through shit & I think it's just a phase
But i'll be glad if you help me with it cause this is a crucial stage
A troubled teen, barely coping with his life
Suffering from anxiety contemplating taking his life
The thought alone, kinda makes his life easier
Only way to stop the pain is to stop breathing yo
& the pain come in abundance
Smart cousins need education but ain't got funding
The rich out here eating while the poor out the starving
& these days rappers releasing nothing but garbage
Hear shit on the radio & think the fuck is you doing ?
I came from he ruins, now the game is what I ruin
Wear black all the time cause everyday is a funeral
& know that when you die you go to a better place
So don't cry when I leave dry your beautiful face
I seen the love get mixed up & confused with hate
Trapped in my mind, trying to pull a prison break
Friends & enemies can't tell if they're real or fake
& barely knew my father, lived with him for like 2 years
& even though he tried, when he died, I didn't cry tears
Not to say it didn't hurt, cause it did
But he was barely there anyway, so it was no big
Always keeping to myself
Never worrying bout myself
Cause it's a Cole world, that's why my emotions' is stealth
They rob you of your soul, all for some wealth
Using substance as a rehab for reality
Cause that shit's hard & I swear I can't handle it
Feel like OD'ing, but i'll wait till 27
Cause sometimes I feel that's the only way to die a legend
Niggas laughing at occupation like im Cedric
Oh you ain't get it nigga, I was going more for Kendrick
Or maybe J Cole mixed with lil Jimi Hendrix
Spit that real, but always keep that green with me

Ye I always keep that green with me
Pardon the pain in my voice