Granyte - What's My Name? [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Dealt with depression, made it through in the strangest way/
Gave my life to this music, and one day it saved my brain/
So through all the drama, and everytime she gave me vague/
Excuses, disputing every change when the baby came/
I just went back to this other world, but now the gates decayed/
So how the fuck can I get back without staying paid/
And how can I escape back without always making waves/
Move in major ways, keep pretending you behave like saints/
I can't keep this heart if the world insists on playing spades/
Sometimes I feel like a sniper, cause I'm alwaying changing aims/
If you think you can handle this monster, meet me at the station babe/
Some call me insane because I'll play eight days at a vacant stage/
But I have greater aims, than to end all this shit with a razor blade/
Man, I just gotta blow, so every lyric I spit just makes grenades/
Before I'm in my grave, and I take my last breath under slate/
Fuck it, I'm the one I blame, just tell me what's my fucking name/

I think I'm done, can't keep dealing with this madness/
Watch as my life crumbles like these buildings, fear lashes/
This monster inside helps me when all I see is pitch blackness/
Hellfire brought down on my enemies, dissapointing and disastrous/
Thought I could gather the strength to get through this but shit happens/
He who used to only give balance, now solely inhabits/
This persona, there's only so much I can do and still manage/
Waiting for someone to put me out of this misery - sick cattle/
Feel like god in the fucking flesh, but I'm a mere vassal/
Midas bars, cause I spit gold, every line's worth a king's ransom/
Yet, I'm still broke as fuck, and not sure if I can still handle/
All of this stress and this drama, before this monster will trample/
All that's left of the real me, leaving me just a grim phantom/
But my soul's been scarred, it's too deep that shit scratches/
Before I'm in my grave, and I take my last breath under slate/
Fuck it, I'm the one I blame, just tell me what's my fucking name/

Feels like I'm drowning, will I ever fucking breathe again/
I gave my all for this life but it wasn't enough to reach the glen/
So I have to climb this mountain all over just to feel the beat again/
My dreams are crumbling around me but I can't pick up the pieces yet/
I gotta pull myself up and do this on my own to keep from being shelved/
But these people act like this rap shit's such a breeze to get/
Without understanding all of the work put in, I believe no less/
Of anyone attempting to make it, we get equal threats/
It wouldn't be the first time that I've gotten beaten friend/
I just want to understand my place in this world before I bleed to death/
Staring up at the stars with these headphones, let the beats commence/
And maybe I can make it out of poverty, make me free from debt/
But everything that's happened the last few months make me a seething mess/
And I feel like I'm just blowing hot air like some heating vents/
Before I'm in my grave, and I take my last breath under slate/
Fuck it, I'm the one I blame, just tell me what's my fucking name/