Great Good Fine OK - Not going home [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Any matter within my heart
Tried hard to find my part in all this
And I been living within my head
You'll push me away I'm sure you're sorry
Find a way and take a chance to find your love
I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing
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Where's the happy in the middle
Where's the moon when I shine
I remembered if you noticed
That I'm not going home
Every time I ever fought it
Every time I ever cried
I remembered if you noticed
That I'm not going home
And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride
Every time I ever fought it
Every time I ever cried
I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home
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And I never get on my page
Never fighting with all that rage and sorrow
And I, will get it in different ways
Find the good in all my days and tomorrow
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And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
And I'm never gonna roll the dice
And I'm never gonna see the light
I'm the one to make a big deal out of nothing
Where's the happy in the middle
Where's the moon when I shine
I remembered if you noticed
That I'm not going home
Every time I ever fought it
Every time I ever cried
I remembered if you noticed
That I'm not going home
And I never gonna settle if I'm waiting
And I'm never gonna roll the dice for a chance to take the whole ride
Every time I ever fought it
Every time I ever cried
I remembered if you noticed, that I'm not going home