GrewSum - Feels Like Pain [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
What does it look like?
(Does it look like something's up with the air?)
What does it feel like?
(Does it feel like no one ever really cares)
One does it sound like?
(Does it sound like wind? Does it sound like rain?)
What does it feel like?
(Oh, it feels like hate and it feels like pain)

[Verse 1]
It's a little more than I bargained for
I've been in this bar before and it has the hardest floor
I remember, always to tip the bartender
Melissa cause I’ve been whistling at her most of December
It's a, beautiful mess that I've become, since they've died
Bud light with a shot of spiced rum on the side
A metaphorical way to run and to hide
Cause gun in my mouth does nothing for my pride
I'm a men, even if I can't stand up right now
I could to try and try to fight it
But I know I would fall right down
I argue with myself alot, did by myself a plot, to rot
One thing you can’t debate is if hell is hot
And my feet are burnin' up right now
As I sit and watch the world flip up-side down
Every negative’s a plus sign now
So I guess let's toast to the death and let's smile

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
There's too many repercussions (too many repercussions)
I've dealt with this before but no more reproductions
Please, I don't know what I'm capable of handling
Your heaven ain't around when life is raping you and damaging
Every little aspect, every little spec of dust
And every little spec of dust cued the memories of us
I couldn't look at myself and look at your family
Couldn't look at the Earth after witnessing such humanity
Or brutality, I used to be mad at he
Who did it but in a minute I grew to be mad at me
I've started slippin', I promise that it was sad to see
I couldn't look her spare, my loathing time imagining
I just decay from the outside in
While I'd say "I'm ok" with the mouth wide grin
Every single shot I took down, I cringe
In attempt to get lit now, without my friend

[Hook]

[Bridge x2]
What am I supposed to feel?
This life is too close to real
Where is my fairy tale?
I've said "Where is my fairy tale?"

[Hook x2]