Hyperaptive - She Loves Me Not [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Hi, my name is Jimmy
And for what some people might see as many
Years, but to me don't really feel like any
I've been deeply in love with this girl Jenny
See me and her, we're the exact opposite
I'm quite quiet, she likes to act up a bit
I keep feelings inside, she gossips it
I'm quite a plain guy, she's more a gothic chick
But for two years now we've been an item
It was so quick, went by like lightning
But the flare we once had now is quite dim
It's only recently that we've started fighting
See, she says i'm obsessive
But the truth is that i'd be worried much less if
She didn't go out with her friends wearing short dresses
Or flirt with guys leaving me in distrort messes
Now since a kid, i've been called a kind of lame guy
Ain't had many friends or a girl at the same time
Before Jenny, i'd never really aim high
Was a bit of a loner till she became mine
But now i've got her i never want us parted
With me, no relationship ever lasted
I know fully that Jenny's where my heart is
But last week is when all the trouble started
We'd made love and, after getting dressed
She was in the bathroom, i was doing checks
On her mobile as usual, reading through texts
But nothing could prepare me for what i was reading next
Messages between her and her ex Bradley
"i bet you miss them times when you had me"
"lately, i've been missing you madly"
"would do again but i'm with Jimmy sadly"
"we should link up, might be a bit fun"
"hehe, i bet you've got a big one"
When she got back i was trying to keep a bit tongue
There was nothing i could do other than sit stunned
She shouted when she saw me with her phone
But i was already getting dressed and heading home
Now the last two weeks solid, i've been alone...

[Hook]
She loves me, she loves me not
I say as the petals drop
From my hands onto the rock
(ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
Every kiss and every hug
Is like an angel from above
She's my one and only love
(loveeeeeeeeeeeeee)

[Verse 2]
Oh Jenny, Jennifer, my Jennykins
For you, i really would do anything
I was serious last month with that wedding ring
To me you're worth every diamond i had embedded in
Our relationship was so perfect
Now it all seems so worthless
Plus every time i think of you, the hurt is
Too much for me to even interpret
I'm lonely and isolated
You said we'd talk about it but now twice i've waited
For your calls, staying up all night with hatred
I guess this is simply the price i pay if
I put my love into someone untrustworthy
I know first, he's cool while i'm just nerdy
Secondly he's muscley and plus thirdly
He's loaded, but my love is just absurdly
Intense, too much so even for wording
But, i've got dad's gun and he doesn't know
All along i knew he kept it in his cupboard though
Maybe i should just let the muzzle blow
No one would care and i'm sure the news'd love a show
I can already see the headlines
Love sick teenager off his head dies
While ex girlfriend with her eyes red cries
I bet that'd teach you the message next guys
But no, i know that she loves me
I know that deep down she wants to hug me
She ignores her friends who say i'm ugly
And show off their boyfriends looking at her smugly
Our relationship can never severe
We were always destined to be together
From the very second we met, you were stuck with me forever...

[Hook]
She loves me, she loves me not
I say as the petals drop
From my hands onto the rock
(ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
Every kiss and every hug
Is like an angel from above
She's my one and only love
(loveeeeeeeeeeeeee)

[Hook 2]
She loves me, she loves me not
I say as the petals drop
From my hands onto the rock
(ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
She loves me, she loves me not
I say as i load the shots
I'm at her house now so i'll knock
(knoockkkkkkkkkkkk)

[Outro]
*walks up to door and knocks*
*door opens* (you alright mate?)
Bradley (yeah, do i know you?)
Haha *2 gunshots*
Jenny! where are you?! *screaming*
I'm home *gunshot*