IFloss - Recurring Thoughts [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Sometimes I sit down and question my impatience
I wonder when my time's gone come, I keep pacing
The actions to attain my goal in my mind
SHUT THE FUCK UP WORLD I'm NOT CRYING

I see people winning and wonder if I'm losing
My name ain't blown up, they ain't dancing like cubans
Its getting to my core, eating my persona
SHUT THE FUCK UP MOM I SWEAR I'm GON BLOW UP

Ive been tryna get it perfect i've been at for a year
Sometimes I wish I wouldve found a new career
And wore a suit and tie, enjoy my white lie
SHUT THE FUCK UP DAD IM NOT HIGH THOSE MY EYES!

I want it to the point where I feel I'm really sinning
But jesus said through the first stone, am I winning
I toss it at the whore, hip-hop's her bloody name
SHUT THE FUCK UP PRIEST YOU DONT OWN YOUR OWN BRAIN

And people always tell me to focus on school
Look at how rich kobe is right out of high school
I wanna be cool, I wanna be a mamba
SHUT THE FUCK UP FLOSS STOP LYING CUT THE DRAMA!

The past few tracks have passed welcome to my life
Hoping the show starts soon I'm tired of all the night
I'm tryna get it right and find happiness in chaos
SHUT THE FUCK UP FLOSS, SOON ITS GON PAY OFF!!

Its gon pay off, soon its gon pay off (x3)
I can't forget Find Happiness.In.Chaos

Mixtape can be found at www.iFloss.bandcamp.com