Illmatic_zombie - Bad Mood [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

My life consists of nothing but pain
So much tears and neglect that
My days are going insane
Lost friends, and family
All because I am vain
All in the end madness and sadness is all that i gain
Turn my back on the sun shine
All for for eternal rain
I went against the grain
And added zombie into my name
Now Revolutionary Thoughts flow through my brain
This shit is tragic
Its like one big nightmare
And usually I don't have any fear
But right now
I'm alone and I'm scared
With nothing but enigmas
And Dark Shadows everywhere
Confused in my mind
While suffering from loneliness and despair
I can't act like not I'm aware
3rd eye been closed for weeks
And I pretend like I don't even care
There's no enlightenment over here
Just lightning strikes in the air
So much anger in me
To see a smile on me is rare
I'm in a Bad Mood