INZOM - ADDICTION [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(VERSE 1 )
TRAPPED IN A LINE OF WHITE
MENTALLY PEDALING THROUGH LIFE AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT
SEE MY EXCUSE IS NO ONE LOVES ME AND I NEED THE HIGH
BUT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART IS CRYING AND IN NEED OF CHRIST
MY PEOPLE PREACH AND I REPLY LIKE EVERYTHING IS FINE
A COUPLE BOTTLES IN THE RIDE BEFORE MY 9 TO 5
CAUSE I CANT COPE WITH THE REALITYS OF SOBER MINDS
HOLDIN MY NUTS WITH SO MUCH PRIDE LIKE IM CONTROLLIN MINE
IM SPINNING IN THIS DOWNWARD SPIRAL
4 XANIEZ 3 SHOTS 2 BLUNTS 1 FINE HOE
A CONSTANT CYCLE
SHOWING TRAITS OF A PSYCHO
KNOWING DAYS ARE JUST FLYING NO SHOWING SIGNS OF RESIGN THOUGH
SEE I TRY TO STOP ANXIETY ON OVERLOAD
HEARING THESE VOICES BUT IM FEELING LIKE IM ALL ALONE
IM FUCKING TRIPPING GOT THE TENDENCY TO HOLD THE CHROME
BUT COULDNT DO IT
I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE MY SEEDS TO MOURN

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(VERSE 2)
SEE IN MANY FORMS ADDICTION IS A BITCH
AND IT'LL GRAB YOU BY THE THROAT AND SEND YOU SWIMMIN WITH THE FISHES
CO EXSISTING WITH THIS OTHER PERSON LIVING IN MY SICKNESS
TELLIN ME THAT I CANT DO IT RELY ON HIS PRESCRIPTION
I CANT STOP PACING IN MY BEDROOM CHASING
THESE FALSE IMAGES OF EXCTASY MAKE SHIFT FACES
I CANT TAKE THIS
EXIT THROUGH THE ENTERANCE I CAME IN
ITS EASIER SAID THEN DONE BUT I AINT CRIPPLED OR LAME
ITS ALL IN THE MIND
NEED TO BRAKE THIS HABIT TONIGHT
I'LL CALL TO THE SKYS
NO THERAPIST WILL RESURECT YOUR DEMISE
NO PESSIMISM IN SIGHT
IM GETTIN RID OF THIS FIGHT
RECITING THE SINNERS PRAYERS IM FILLED WITH THIS NEW LIFE
BUILDING WITH NEW EYES CLEANSED HEART AND A GOLDEN DREAM
IM EXECUTING ALL THESE DEMONS THAT WERE HOLDING ME
DOWN LIKE A CRUCIFIXION
BATTERED AND BRUISED IM WINNIN'
SO FREE YOUR MIND BEFORE YOU DIE BEHIND THIS CRUEL ADDICTION