Isoindiv - To My Future Self [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1: It's funny how they all runnin' in circles around me, always doubting me
Pouting when I'm alone even though my familys proud of me
I've never been part of the in crowd, in their spherical
So to make up for the bad times I get lyrical
Trust me I get a head rush, when I write a dope line cause I've always been told I wasn't enough
I don't hold a grude but if I was you I wouldn't blink twice
I'm just livin' my life according to my fathers advice
Be a kid, have fun, yeah that's what he told me
Being a kid I've learned that my father will scold me
And patience is virtue
And remember son I don't want you out late passed your cerfew
If there's one thing I've learned, don't become attached
To anybody, in due time your back gets stabbed
Then scabbed up and scarred
Then you're left with a bunch of memories just wondering who you are
Travelin' through a dark path in your empty mind
You get the nerve to ask yourself why you even try
I've been down that road, have you? Check yes
This is a letter to my future self emotional wreck

Chorus: Hey man, just stick with it, let 'em know you're here to stay and make 'em never forget it, speak hip hop until you perfect it, and if they try to get in your way make them regret. x2

Verse 2: I'm still stuck in first gear
And somehow I'm okay with that cause like contacts its more clear
I've conquered fears
Over the years, I've busted out of my shell, in otherwords I'm like britney spears
Without the mental breakdown
I'll wreck an instrumental so hard you won't remember how the bass sounds
I'm takin you down with every syllable that's spoken
I may not be the one but for this I was chosen
(I think I'm done, this is just to much stress, my family thinks I'm acting weird, and just...you know what)
I'm comin back in full throttle
Makin my wish come true so I guess that I'm a genie in a bottle
An apostle to this game of hip hop
I make it rain while these lames make it drip drop
Only clock in hours with the time that I've spent wisely
Try me, puttin my soul into my music that's very likely
How can life be a game if everybody loses
Everybody dies, their lies lay where the truth lives
And truth is, I don't know how long ill be alive
Until the day I die, ill strive to progress my insides
Alongside my family until I'm satisfied
Ill never sell my soul, their contract ill never ratify
Their parasites, diseased, they need to be under quarentine
To relieve the bore, to them, ill bring the guilliotine
Positive self esteem for me, ill go to extremes
My pen, my pad, then my heart found in between