J Doze - 92 'Til [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Its like nobody understands wat I mean wen I say I wanna live forever
Cuz I don’t mean in this physical form
I mean thru words
Contraire to wat most of us hear today
Music should be timeless
I want mines to stand out and not jus fit in to a particular trend or a certain era
Yea u kno
Forever

92 til
Is it me or does it seem that every 1 in every 92 kills
It’s a real cold world
I feel the wind chill whirl
And the ones who say they never would do it prolly will
Fuck a deal
That’s wat most get
Not realizin they ain't really in the pros yet
Thinkin that u made it to the top
They make more steps
And u can't protest a pro test
Better bench press the whole set
Or go home sayin goals weren’t met
That’s embarrassin
So u gotta keep it movin forward(Ford) like Harrison
And get to the point that u the best no comparison
And never fall off like Arrington
Who’s Lavar these days
U can almost be a legend then be far from great
And all the people u befriendin move on and stray
Becuz u never blew up
More bombs away
U jus an ordinary nigga wit a story to tell
Spent half of ur childhood wit parents in jail
U tryna think its all good
But u ain't doin so well
And all u got left is either Heaven or Hell
If u believe in that
Ur whole life they’ve been preachin that
I got lost
Please God could u lead me back
And least say if it’s a secret path
I kno I got a good girl
Is it wrong that im seekin bad
I wanna Megan Good-Fox
Yea that mixed breed
Or that bitch doin donuts in the sixth speed
I want the 1st
Fuck a 4th or a 5th seed
I wanna view thru my eyes wat the rich see
Risky
Cuz bein at the top is like a target
Everybody tryna drop whoever goes the hardest
And thrive off they losses
Survive in this market
Don’t sign unless u read between the lines and the margins
Contracts for souls
Better think before u sell
U can't buy back wats sold
Even wen she outta jail she must contact parole
That’s the type of shyt that make me wanna act
Before I even ask wat role
I’ll be playin in this game
The demon or the saint
The solution to the problem or the reason for complaint
Some mornings I can't remember wat the night before I drank
Im jus tryna stay afloat
I’ll be damned if I sank into something u don’t recognize
Unless I made it to the top
No record ties
Cuz I would rather be a winner that u can't remember
Than a failure than a that u won't forget
And stop claim that u fam if u ain't a member
I got a father that do that as if he never left
And I don’t care if u give it u won't receive respect
U weren’t there for the majority of this so from afar u can see the rest
Jus hopin next time that we meet that u don’t see me dead
And by the end I pray that everything that’s needed sed
We may be different but we all still bleedin red
So I can understand the pain of the world that we live in
Whether u a girl or u isn’t
A Muslim or Christian
The brokest or richest
The criminal in prison or the jury tryna listen
But nobody has the right to judge ur life or its mission
The only thing right now that ain't in sight is competition
Cuz I don’t view most of these newer rappers as musicians
And I ain't tryna knock another nigga with a vision
But sumtimes u gotta stop with jus the money drugs and bitches
And work on a concept
That make a person wanna wonder wats beyond death
We see the future but don’t kno on wat it all depends
92 was the beginnin there won't be an end
Im jus a student wit ideas and a pad and pen
It’ll prolly be another year before they listen in
Shyt I been tryna spread this message
But it never sends
And people always learn their lesson
It’s jus how and wen
Now will it be a little late or the wrong way
Caught slippin on the wrong day
In jus a minute u could go and be gone to stay
Wat will the people at ur funeral in honor say
If u can't find the right words let my songs play
And let my lyrics fill ur spirit
U can't touch sound but niggas feel this wen they hear it
Everything im writin down u either like it or u fear it
Cuz ur lookin at ur goal and im the one that’s comin near it
Ha, dear haters im by far the sincerest
And P.S. yall can all eat a dick
Let this letter live forever through these hits
For those without or seek leadership
The type of thing I used to want but realized I ain't needed shyt
I kno I changed but nobody seemed to see the switch
From a young boy tryin to a grown man gettin it done
And in the end I’ll be second to none
Im number one in the eyes of ur future sons
Ima Pac ima Big
L and Pun
Ima Nas ima Jay
Z and Cole
The type of nigga to keep it hot wen shyt gets freezing cold
The type of nigga to seize the top as soon as he sees the throne
The type of nigga to have a plot that no one seems to kno
Even tho u sed it loud and clear at ur most recent show
Pay attention to every letter cuz it won't be in bold
Sumtimes I think yall’ll get me better wen u see me go
Cuz I ain't talkin bout the weather wen I speak of cold
I better my music lives thru these s***** c****
We all drive but sum of us can't see the road
We all set but sum of us ain't meetin goals
We all hungry but sum of us ain't eatin tho
We all sleep but sum of us ain't dreamin tho
That’s why im timeless and these other niggas seasonal

They say the good die young so im prolly in my last days
Let my body diminish but let the words that I rap stay
Why
Cuz I want to live forever

This cannot be killed from 92 til infinity