Jae Apollo - Letter to my Hommies [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I just gotta be real with this that's all I can do

Verse One

A lot changed in this past year coulda' died but I'm still here
Realized when I saw tears that loosing me was her biggest fear
A dim room and these IV's pumping drugs inside me
I lay and watch she stand in shock
Her heart dropped when my heart stopped
These skeleton's that I'm letting out
Is everything I hate talking bout' I been reserved I'm short with words
If you observed then you figured out
I'm Far from thinking like a normal mind
Write my best rhymes at the worst times
Used beats to beat it for relief that's needed
Demons defeated process repeated
So nah it's never personal never wanted to burden you
That's why I keep inside and try to hide the things I'm going threw
This pack of cloves and my space Is all I need in this case
Just always know I'll be straight I can't deny my own fate
I put it down in mixtapes I hope you noticed the records
I documented my life each moment and every second
Some things I might neglected but in time i'll say it all
As much as this was for me understand I did it for ya'll

Chorus

A letter to my hommies and everyone who know me
Been devising this plan In time you will understand
Did everything I can I could never say it all
Just wanna remind ya'll In this letter to my hommies
A letter to my hommies and everyone who know me
Been devising this plan In time you will understand
Did everything I can I lived it and let it go
Just thought i'd let you know In this letter to my hommies

Verse Two

I warmed up to my destiny then warned the world who I'm born to be
Gave a side they don't often see still can't believe I'm played overseas
Getting use to these interviews you ask me I'm still paying dues
I know a few who would say I blew but in every eye it's a different view
And these the things I just can't explain how happiness ull bring Joy & Pain
I can't complain I asked for this I accept the gift and these minor twist
Just know in my soul I will never forget you I'm playing my part in this war with the devil
A rebel that's crazy I'm reaching a level where I can no longer deny that I'm special
No it's never personal I'm just caught in a zone
Growing accustom to what I knew I'd do on my own
Walking this world alone I'm gone that's how it seems
I'm having visions of heaven while betting on helish dreams
Justifying my means while tryna' ignore the facts
I'm spending most of my time I'll never recoupe it back
So put these pieces together I gave you the missing link
And step inside the mind of a Man on the Brink

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