Jamal Gutierrez (A-F-R-O) - My Tragic Love Story [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Verse)

I always thought that love had no consequences
It nearly made my personality all pretentious
I find love as something that is always relentless
Lovin' her was a flu my immune system ingested
I look back to the day that I saw her face
For the first time, feelings scattered over the place
Looking into the mirror, I'm used to it shattering
Matter fact, I was the ugliest kid in class, so I
Scratch my head when you say that I'm your first love
An unattractive fat kid, yet, you view me as a stud
I can say God sent me an angel from above
But then again, it's evil, you made me fall in love
Hopelessly, I drag my feet everywhere I go
Barely aware of new things, stuck in the past
And you say that you wish things were fixed urgent
I say the two of us together are pitch perfect
So why am I beating myself over the head?
It's that you picked that other dude, forgetting me, instead
But I don't blame you at all, cause he's a better pick
I was stuck within steady visions of first kisses
And our first kiss was simply magic
It's a shame that our love story has turned so tragic
I wish the two of us together were always so balanced
But tryna get your attention, it just seems like a challenge
And I don't understand
Being separated was probably God's wrath
Because the two of us together, we could've conquered
The only thing we've managed to conquer is heart-break
My heart aches when I see your face on my phone
It takes me to memories that make me feel at home
Being with you now seems like there's boundaries
Feeling sorrier everyday, and I'm howling
In the wind, for an answer to a sympathetic question I'm addressin'
Why can't I hold ya?
Why can't I love you the same, or feel a romantic vibe?
But the question gets more tired, every day
There's no way that I can see you smile
There's no reason to see you smile, I'm in denial
I have dreams of us together, walkin' in hand
In a lovely deserted place, fantasy land
I realize that 'we' can never happen
That's why I cry and that's why I feel so tragic

I'm tryna figure out what happened
I'm tryna figure out what happened