Jay Young - Sinking Deeper [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Yeah. This song is dedicated to those who are living a Hell everyday, without a voice, without anybody to lean on. I'm here for you

[Verse 1]
Waking up in the morning, it's another day
Im up stretching and yawning, mind is half awake
Time to get ready for school, but I don't want to go
Because there's nothing there for me besides pain and jokes
No girl, no friends, this ain't a happy story
This is the life that I'm living, no one can tell it for me
Getting picked on every day, the teachers never see
I'm begging to the sky to send someone to help me
Cuz I can't take it anymore, I'm at the end
I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts in my head
All I want is a reprieve from this madness
A little break from reality before it starts again
There's the bell, time to start my journey home
As always, I'm making this trip alone
I know that they're waiting for me on the outside
Here's a toast to another unfair fight

[Verse 2]
Got home, bruised up with a busted lip
My eye is swelling to the point I can't see through it
I can hear yelling coming from the inside
I'm pretty sure Dad is on another whisky high
Scared to find Mom curled up in a bloody mess
Or something worse, I know that he's been getting to it
Walked right in, made a beeline straight towards my room
Shut the door and locked it before I heard a "BOOM!"
Now that Dad's gone, time to do some laundry
These clothes are the only things I have on me
Went to the next floor and I set the machine
Before coming back and starting on my AP
An hour later, I go back to retrieve my things
And find my clothes missing, the work of thieves
I'll find my shredded clothes in the trash within a week
And hear the laughter of the kids in apartment 3

[Bridge]
Take me, hold me, press me against your skin
Feel my relief as I slide on you unhinged
Come trade your pain for my sweet release
I'm your only real friend, you can rely on me
My sharp tongue will show you pleasures for your relief
Yes, it feels good, don't you see?
Come relay, tell me about your tale of sorrow
If we don't have enough time, we'll go tomorrow

[Verse 3]
Nobody in this world could give a lick about me
What's the point of living life if my soul is dying?
Bullied everywhere, there's no haven for me
There's never any peace, only hate unfolding
Better to just end it now and be done with it
It's not like anybody close would really give a shit
Beaten by my Dad, Mom is never doing nothing
I wish that she would have the courage to stand up for something
But it never shows, blow after blow
I'm left to fend for myself against this cold
That's the way it goes, school and broken nose
The teachers never see, the punches being thrown
Why can't I be alone? Why can't I just go home?
Why is it kids like me, have to perish unknown?
Until my suicide why does no one else care?
Everyone's on the wagon to say a prayer