Jayy Lee - Apartment 2a [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Lyrics:

[Verse 1-Jayy Lee:]
I shifted plans as he closed in
Approached me quicker than a caravan with no brakes
Exchanging looks like somebody's gotta give
I saw him reach for it
Envelope pressed softly against the palm of hands
Gods plans laid out before me
Decked out in black and white photographs surely
Reassured that the worth would soon amount shortly
A letter encouraging we wipe him off entirely
Broken concentration as a phone booth rings, I answer stat
But all I hear is heavy breathing so I react
Confirming in the mission, my disposition itching just to listen
But I retract in my steps
Left the phone loose hanging, my conscience condescending
In my thoughts, cuz clearly
I give a fuck less than you thought
A heartless romantic out for revenge
Avenge that mutha fucka

[Verse 2-Jayy Lee:]
I crept back down the narrow path of ally ways
As I made my way to the door, reassuring hardly
When I exchanged glares with the bible-thumpers calling out for world peace
Across the street I could feel them all staring
Their voices trailing off as I moved up the steps
Setting out to fulfill pains destiny, and death if it's meant to be
I pulled out a loaded magazine clip, the closest to fame that he'll ever be
Names written out on these hollowed tips, gripped tight as I
Tucked weight in my waist
And kept it moving at a steady pace
Raced down through the fire escape to the floor where his girl lived
Slipped through the window as she came in crashing
Dashed through and smashed her head in as she gasped
Grasping at her wounds and started screaming like

Verse 3-Jayy Lee:]
And there her body lay lifeless face up
Pressed up against the barrel
Her blood still splattering apparel
Apparently, she never saw it coming
As I hear the pitter-patter of feet running down the hall
(talking)
Fuck, he's already here? shit...
What do I do? alright...
I'll just...I'll just hide in here and yap him when he ain't even looking...

[Verse 3 (Continued)--Unseen NY:]
Outta breath as I bolt up in apartment number 2a
On my Mind was sex driving on the thruway
But it was death I walked in on
Unfortunate my luck - lost again
Blood surrounds my brown Timbs
Crossed my head and chest with my right hand
Saw the nightstand pictures with another lover death threats, letters
Bitch was undercover
I tried to smother my emotions
We could have talked it out - no more
Laying swollen with her eyelids open

[Verse 4--Unseen NY:]
Now I'm in deep convo
Holding a nine what I'm speaking on though is undefined so yo
Was I reaching when I thought
We finally reached agreements?
Fuck bereavement my last moments fleeting--this my only reason
I beat prison gates, stopped hustling
Worked a 9-5 now I'm missing strength functioning
We could have been a greater team then breath mints and Visine by my assessment
It was all a dream, bought a ring
But that's some other shit
I lost a lover that was never mine
Sucker shit to pull this trigger never mind
Heard a click behind my left ear drum
Went numb her jealous lover never left, I'm succumbing to death
Rolled over faced the jux lost all control
Shows this triangle shit could take your soul - never know
I'm hearing sirens...
Vision very unclear
Why is it love disguise itself
But violence really lurks there?