Jayy Lee - I Stopped Believing [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
You know we always wondered why momma stayed out on corners
Yearning for the taste of home, but nobody fed us
It was just a couple months 'til the rent was replenished
Relinquished on the simple thought that god would come get us.
That's when we hurt the most, close to edges, jumping our throats
Instead we watched her over dose on powder and needles
Needing a fix more than family, selling her soul
Lost control of her life, until she lost it in whole
I lost touch of the hatred, thinking religion was evil
Just a scam of blind fate, funded by hopeful people--
That's when I stopped believing, 'cuz tell me who can you trust
When the only one you ever loved would never love you as much?

[Hook x2]
(I stopped believing)
In the lies, all the bullshit and karma
If Jehovah had a heart he would of saved my momma
(I stopped believing)
When the stars seemed to lose their glow
Some times fallen stars have no place to go

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wonder if she loved me, if she knew she was wrong
Or if she even knew reality away from the bong
Syringes binge drinking thinking that she cared all along
Or if she even knew the differences in right and wrong?
I used to write her songs, tryna show her the light
But sometimes we lose sight, getting caught up in life
I used to think she stood on corners to pretend she was far
Beneath the streets lights, tryna shine like the stars

Repeat hook x2