Judicious - Monsters In My Head [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
What time is it?
Man, fuck today

[Judicious]
I roll out of bed slept like shit feeling restless
I go to my red car in sweats in the cess it's
When I'm a mess which, is every fuckin day depression
Stuck in this shit for years I'm stressing
Day in and day out God enjoys ignoring my blessings
When I'm bleeding, screaming, puking and crying, cuz I'm fiending for the old feeling of being me
Before Max crashed into that tree, and JG fell out onto that street
When I used to feel happy but sadly something in me turned at me
Can't explain it exactly, but that's what the facts be
The real me's in a taxi, smoking weed in the back seat
Headed to hell, paper rolled so don't fax me
Yo Maxy I miss you, I still cry like a little girl with a box of fuckin tissues
Except I need a pallet for each one of my issues
Like the bitch who's in marriage, shit who killed a kid in a miscarriage
My distortion if out of proportion, I meant to say she had an abortion
Only splurting these words for the hurting you did to me I'm certain
Girl I'm haunting you for life, Boo ! You won't stop it
Tsunami's coming and it's closing your curtain

[Hook]
Monsters in my head will never let up
Throw me down but I always find a way to get up
Sharp as a number 2 point with the lead up
Stabbing a mess in your chest cuz I'm fuckin fed up
And fuck the government, all they do is fuck our head up
But fill the keg up, sip back on captain put your fuckin leg up
Parrot on my shoulder while I hold your peg up
Walk on the ceiling, the keg stands, I'm the man now raise your hands
And chug your fuckin red cup

[Judicious]
I'm not big on doing hooks, but I feel like a crook
So look when I pull it out my sleeve, Captain Hook
Put down that book, cuz your stories bore me
Unlike mine lethal and gory and they will leave you shook
Shaking just taking the time to let it ache in your mind
Meanwhile I'm making a rhyme my heart breaks but it's fine
You think I'm faking and lying come to this basement of mine
Where you'll be faced with the crying the same that rape did to my fuckin eyes
It's so sad when I look back I don't show mad
I wish some of my life was only on a note pad
It's been a rough trek full of pain well I know lad
But I wouldn't choose another one so let's go gad

[Hook]
Monsters in my head will never let up
Throw me down but I always find a way to get up
Sharp as a number 2 point with the lead up
Stabbing a mess in your chest cuz I'm fuckin fed up
And fuck the government, all they do is fuck our head up
But fill the keg up, sip back on captain put your fuckin leg up
Parrot on my shoulder while I hold your peg up
Walk on the ceiling, the keg stands, I'm the man now raise your hands
And chug your fuckin red cup