JusticePiles - Suicide Note [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I pick up the pen or was it pencil
I don't know
I tried rapping I can't flow
Tried moving on from her but all I pull is ugly hoes
Feels like I'm trapped inside my box
I even went again with rox
All I feel like doing is taking Ti Joe's 45 caliber
And this song is not because I'm mad at her
Its everything
Not one thing
Nobody knows my whole story except for one person
But she's gone
I'm justice screw Sean
Story's so long you would swear its a Harry potter book
My thoughts trust me you don't wanna take a look
My parents don't know
Crew doesn't know
She doesn't know
Its cause I got the fake smile and don't let it show
If my little bro heard this he would prolly think I'm emo
Moving to fast like a cheat code
I won't kill myself that's selfish you know
But best believe if I die please read this note
Because well you never know
[Chorus]
This Is my suicide note x4
You can read it
Throw it
Or discard it x4
[Verse 2]
People asking why am I depressed
All everyone does is think less
And you know what I'll admit it
I'm an angry guy
Cause females lie
And friendships die
And nobody believes or respects me
Well maybe if I was to go through with this you would see
They will only pay attention to me
If I d I e
I just wanna be important and or appreciated
Not made fun of and hated
Not that unspoken token who's heartbroken
Mom wants me up
Dad wants me to bulk up
All these skinny girls that want me throw up
I like seeing squad happy as they turn up
Putting down the AK I wonder if she'll ever hit me back up
Notice something
There's nothing from me not one thing
I don't know anything I do for myself
All I do is help
All I do is listen
All I feel is hurt
All I do is miss is her
All I do is urn
All it does is burn
These feelings aren't remote
Please read my suicide note
[Chorus x2]