Kaleb I.A. - Self-Revelation (Pt. 1) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Tell the truth I'm scared to not make it, probably get stuck at home and my mom wouldn't take it
I'm trying to influence minds but how am I supposed to do so if no one hears my rhymes
Dad say pace myself i have a lot of time, but to waste those years should be a crime
I've been doing this so long I don't know how to do anything else, how am I suppose to help others when I can't even help myself
How am I supposed to influence minds if I can't speak, and if I speak those verses can't be weak
I'm starting to think to blast myself cause I'm not ready for this world, but that's not an option out of a ball I curl
I have siblings depending on me, and I have other friends and family waiting to see
Me exceed, and me on their newsfeed with a picture of me at a record label taking a seat
Making this dream that my parents think is obscene
A scientist or basketball player was in their plan, but I chose my own path to be damned
I'm not about to fall off when I was never on, people see me gone, and so does my mom
Well I'm working to get you in a better place, and my siblings deserve a bigger playing space
My homies deserve the best cause they were my support, never could could get the best cause we come up short
But this is my come-up, why you think I put in the work for? So I could blow all my work and still end up poor?
Fuck that, I'm working to higher class, anyone in my way gets stomped on like glass
Im not yet a Phoenix soaring at night, I'm that lit match that starts the Phoenix's life
Couple of more months then I'm soon to take flight, I put that on my shirt dedicated to Eric Wright
Rest in peace, holding a piece, I'm soon to be unleashed and attack in the streets
Your saying I made on your top five list, well tell those other four their soon to be pissed
Or maybe not so, I put myself at 6 cause I'll miss that 02 have it soon tatted on my wrist
People think I would ended my life streak, cause I lost my favorite artist and my old girl in the same week
Well I'm now living the rest of Steez's dream and mom said girls come and go so its a basic thing
So I have to keep my head up, I have to treat the rap game like an enemy and never let up
I thank all my people, without them I don't know how, but this is the end, atleast for now