Kartel G - Struggles. [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Kartel G]
Got a thought in my head, wondering what happens when I'm dead
Will i go to heaven like the victims of 9/11
Or be held in hell, only time will tell
Up all night, me and my brain in a fight
I want to meet god maybe just a sight
Then everything would be alright
Smoking weed to get rid off the pain
Always feeling so ashamed
But i got to hold on and maintain
Want them to mention my name in this game
No fire but i spit flame
Trembling on my knees, just begging please
I promise god i'll pay off these fees
I just want some money for my fam to feed

[Hook]
Going through life all we do is struggle
Sometimes you just need your team to huddle
But we sitting here getting high as the Hubble
Please walk on we don't want no trouble
Please walk on we don't want no trouble

[Verse 2: Kartel G]
I got no regrets
But i smoke this ses, to deal with the stress
Hope one day to be the best, life is just one big test
Got a letter in the mail saying im getting evicted
Well ain't that some shit bitch
He so starving but so harmless
Keep that strap nigga no harness
Deeling with so much agony
Dreaming of living lavishly
Popped a couple pills
Dont need them but i love how it feels
Never realized life was so real
But we roll on, no wheels

[Hook: Kartel G] X2

[Verse 3: Kartel G]
I'm a giant these boys just midgets to me, getting high as were them pigeons be
Everyone wants the cream, but who wants to work for it?
Just another rapper with a dream, could make a movie all the stuff i done seen
Walking the streets got jumped by some fiends, just for a lil cream
Guess they needed it more, but my ass was still sore, so i smoke this weed and just soar, one day pray to be on tour
I feel like i'm screaming but i sounds like whispers
Working so hard so many blisters
Put the gun to my head will i pull the trigger
Suicidal thoughts, mom walked in i got caught, man i'm lucky she knows how to talk, was 3 seconds away from that heavenly talk, would have left right on that spot, but now i just float on like danny brown, still yelling but don't make a sound, damn

[Hook: Kartel G] X2