Kayncee - Truth [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]

These people think they know me but they never seen the tears
They couldn't understand me properly cause they got no idea
Of what goes on inside, my crazy mind up here'
Got a heart cold as ice and I sense the end is near'
Got a lot of baggage that I never ever unloaded'
Problems, self hatred, anger its all been folded
Away, in the depths of my mind tryna block it all out'
What the fuck has happened to me? My life is covered in doubt
And people hate me since I'm a bit different to them
Instead of an X-Box I'm sat up in my room with a pen
And at times I swear it's like I'm locked up in a cell
I'm trapped, with no one else, it's a fact, can't no one help?
On top of that I got these suicidal thoughts as well
But y'all can't tell because I'm good at hiding myself
I've gotten a lot of practise puttin' all my feelin's on a shelf
And in the depths of my mind, the stress builds up
It spreads 'till it starts affecting my mental health
I've tried to let go but it's hard to forget
It gets so intense and it takes so much strength away
Meanwhile everyday I'm just gettin' more depressed
It all just manifests and I'm tryna pretend that shit's ok
I dunno what the fuck I'm gonna do next
If my head is a ship then I'm 'bout to be wrecked
I know I gotta carry on but shit just doesn't make sense
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?
What is it they want? I'm me, accept it cause I'll never be you!

[Hook (x2]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)
This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)
This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears
This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here

[Verse 2]

Now I know why it is that I'm dying to live
I found something to die for, I found something to give
To this world 'fore I leave, I got something to do
And I got nothing to lose, it wouldn't make sense not to continue
I care about music, but fuck the shit that it brings you
If it comes to me, then who the fuck am I to decline
But if it doesn't, then fuck it, cause I got what I need right up here in my mind
Until I'm broken and hopeless laying dead unnoticed
Until then though, I got my rhymes loaded with my mind open
My flows are set in motion
This is the reason that I'm alive, no high can hope to beat this
This feeling is all that's needed, not even Jesus could compete with
The Adrenaline Rush, I know I won't be defeated
Its a flame that you can't put out, it keeps me going
It's like an ARC reactor except it powers my pen and keeps me flowing
I'm never slowing
In this bitch I'm infinite, and nothing you say will prevent this
And maybe you might eventually get this, but it'll be some time long after this track has ended
But if you don't get it thats fine, just continue on with your lil perfect lives
I ain't a religious guy, I always questioned the whats and the whys
So burn this shit off the internet and then bump it outside
After death I'll live on cause through my music my soul'll survive

[Hook (x2]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)
This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)
This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears
This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here

[Verse 3]

If you listen closely enough, you'll hear what I'm actually saying
The underlying message that is laying, underneath the rhymes
Ignoring the sublimes of my metaphors and what do you find?
This is straight outta my heart, right to the ink in my pen
Spilling out onto this pad, coming through my mouth and when
You get what I'm talking about, you might understand my view
But till then don't ever try to judge what it is that I do
Cause you couldn't begin to imagine what the fuck I been through
People keep telling me, yo keep going man, just stay strong
They don't know how hard it is to do that when shit always goes wrong
I've been to rock bottom, it's worse than you think
When you know that your shit and you got no further to sink
So I picked up the pieces of my broken soul
And with my music I'm closing up the open holes
This the life that I've chosen, pure devotion to the notion
Till I've stolen the show from those holding the top
Won't stop working till I'm there having earnt all the props
And I can finally look back and say I did what I wanted to do
That I never gave up and I achieved what I promised to you
This song is for me man, fuck you if you wanna stop me
I'm an MC youll never fucking drop me
Stand tall till the day I go out or the battle is won
This is the truth, the message, I'm done, and I'm keepin shit real
The language of an MC is what's inside me, and it's all that I feel

[Hook (x4]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)
This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)
This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears
This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here!