KHB - Equilibrium [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Trying to balance my brain
These thoughts are not far from deranged
The range is from calm to insane
You can guess which is often and which is to blame
I'm blaming myself for the pain
I'm painting my picture in rain
They see it, but not how I wanted
I wanted to speak but the process is vain

These people they reach for my veins
They talk, I believe, and explain
My whole situation but they are not patient
They leave and don't try to refrain
And now I'm just stuck in my ways
Depression's my lesson and then I repeat it
How could I be happy when no one around me
Can see I'm already defeated

I was always an option, I was never priority
No way to describe it my eyes are really no surprise
But my mind's the minority
I want to do better but don't
I try to prepare but I won't
Be ready, because every time
I know what is coming, but still I decline

[Chorus]
Trying to balance the mind
And at night it's a battle of time
Fighting this war, but your on both sides
And you don't know which you want to pick
Is it going to stick? x2

[Verse 2]
Is it going to stick, you can't run from it
You don't have to, He always had you
You had to see, your friend I am glad to be
I hope I can ease your mind
I know that you need some time
Well I have time, you can have mind
And as we climb, I pray you find, equilibrium