KHB - The epitome of imperfection [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I guess, in the simplest of terms
I would describe myself as the epitome of imperfection
Slowly digress into a section where the lessons I've learned
Come to a slow burn as I churn in misdirection

Addiction, to images that slowly corrupt
And abruptly change my smile into dust
With which I came from
Soon I'll return to it

So much happier now that I've accepted
The steps that it takes to be great in God's eyes
It's been a journey, depression, suicide
Situations of do or die in my mind at least

Finding peace in pieces and fragments
Flanking and fragging the places that ravaged my soul
Sewed my heart together but it'll never be the same
At times I feel heartless, in the coldest terrain

And my brain
Well let's just leave that one be
Lean back and see that the clouds
Are as vast as the seas
And they move as they please

But me, I was stuck in this particular rut
That just wouldn't let me be free
So persuaded that in due time
I would get out of all of it just fine
But surprise, surprise

Had to devise a plan to be able to stand
In this land that I don't recognize as a home to me
I've inspired a couple of minds hopefully
But who knows?

If I could explain my brain
Or show the true reason for my pain
I would, possibly
Probably fail at conveying what I really wanted to say
And continue to play as if everything is okay

The reality is, this world is dark and I'm a product of it
Surrounded by sinfulness and I don't love it
Wicked to the core, feeling sicker than before
At the same time I'm content in this war
So thank you